#dynamic. . .⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝙻𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙸𝙴 𝙼𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚆𝚂⠀:⠀laura lee

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thinking about laura lee as lottie's first disciple. laura lee, unable to hear god's voice after her failed attempt to save them, her second plane crash, so she clings to lottie's. unable to hear the wilderness like even the rest of them learn to, but she always listens to lottie, like the little children at jesus' feet.

#mobile. #literally the more i think about it the more i KNOW she would have nothing to do with javi's death #their whole card drawing? it's borderline blasphemy to her. heresy. because lottie from her own mouth only offered up her own body #to try and choose themselves? in direct contradiction? it IS heresy and she won't participate in it #she doesn't believe in Anything out there but lottie and it is!!!! not good lol or fair to lottie :( #but it would lead to laura lee staying out of it after a weak attempt to reprimend them #and it has to be weak because. if lottie is the only thing she believes in she can't lose her #she can't #so she doesn't neither. pulls a whats his name washing his hands of the matter #she might've stopped them was she there. she would also ball her eyes out for javi #but she'll at the same time thank a god she doesn't believe in anymore that lottie's still alive #god why am i writing this here when i could be writing another post..... #religion // #anyway she will shout and scold and hate them for going against lottie's wishes and yet she will reap the benifits of their actions #she is a hypocrite to her core and it's why she experiences so much dissonence even years later #dynamic. . .⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝙻𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙸𝙴 𝙼𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚆𝚂⠀:⠀laura lee