#eeeewwwwwwww. and now im avoiding every single party opportunity ngl. and i like his boyfriend soooo much id love for us to party again..

[vzajemnik]

im truly in such a fascinating position in my life right now i think

#🗞️ #just remembered that that guy whos gay and has a boyfriend and theyre in a monogamous relationship. asked me to write him a love letter. #bc i told a story about how i have this journal with letters i never gave people but that i used to write letters all the time #and that combined with the flirting combined with the makeout combined with . All Of That. literally what is even happening #would i lavender marry him yes absolutely in a heartbeat. but would i actually have a fling with him absolutely not................. #how does he kiss me with his boyfriend right behind the door and how does he flirt with me with our friend RIGHT HERE NEXT TO US........... #eeeewwwwwwww. and now im avoiding every single party opportunity ngl. and i like his boyfriend soooo much id love for us to party again.. #but this is just so weird and i feel like if i confront him or bring it up to our friend im gonna make it 10x weirder. so. #like now its fine bc its ig unspoken. but as a person who went thru all of that already i dont wanna be in the same situation i was in #exactly 2 years ago like what the hell.............................