#ep 4 1/4 in the classroom after he spots jim in his school

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Li Ming is so painfully aware of how much he doesn't fit in. Not with his mom so now he lives with his uncle. Not with his uncle with them fighting all the time. Not with his friends when he has to go back home and work at the diner. Not with his friends when they discuss their plans after graduation. Certainly not with his friends when they discuss dates they want to go on and girls they find cute. Not with the work and study program he aims towards, not with his poor English skills. Not with the one friend he has somehow made in the middle of all this - although that one gets close.

In the middle of all of this, where you can see his physical discomfort at standing out and a yearning desire to fit in somewhere, he still makes an active effort to stand out with his bright red watch worn on his right hand while everyone around him wears theirs on their left.

Given the opportunity to fit in somewhere, he chose to stand out. All Li Ming wants is to fit in while being himself. All he wants is to feel like people around him would accept him.

#there's also a slight chance that it is an active effort he is making #there's a singular shot where he wears his watch on his left hand #ep 4 1/4 in the classroom after he spots jim in his school #and i cannot tell whether that was a continuity error or a school rule #it has the potential to be ayan's hoodie level of rebellion #god i love this boy #i just wanna give him a hug #moonlight chicken #moonlight chicken series #and i love YOU p'aof #for giving me the chance to analyse the watch of yet another closed off boy with a scarily expressive face