#even when colt is finally content n he puts the gun down his body wont let him truly enjoy the life he has there

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Deathloop is quickly becoming one of my favorite games

#the story #the atmosphere #the way everything in the world is constructed to convey the protagonists two opposing desires #on one hand colt is desperate to leave blackreef after beint traumatized by being stuck #in his own time loop #n every time he wakes up with no memory some part of him forces himself to try to escape #bc he tried so hard to break out to find Lila #and the other desire which is to stay #he wants to break the loop he wants to stay #he wants to see the world eith his daughter #but hes stuck always in the same pattern #forced in a cycle to attempt to destroy the loop only to realize its all he has #an existence bound to wanting so hard to break out to be free #n juliana is stuck as well #she cant let anything change she needs it to keep going #shell never forgive her father for what hes done but shell never give the other visionaries the chance to truly enjoy the loop like she does #its a cycle of trauma #even when colt is finally content n he puts the gun down his body wont let him truly enjoy the life he has there