#even worst than having to log back on every single insta/twitter/tumblr acc

[spideysatan]

so something happened on my phone and it made me reset It meaning i lost everything 🤓

#like. everything. the galery app i used doesnt exist anymore so all the pics i had from this month i lost it #cuz i only do a backup once the month ends #but you know what the worst part is? #even worst than having to log back on every single insta/twitter/tumblr acc #and every bank app and everything else? #i had some audios saved on my phone. audios she made for me and now theyr gone. #i never saved a single picture of her cuz i didnt want anyone to ever get a chance of seeing her the way i did #and even tho i didnt listen to the audios anymore it was all i had left of her. #also the video i made for her and never had the courage to send cuz i thought it was cringy (it was very cutesy) but was holding on toit cu #on to it* #cuz i thought 'hey maybe one day i'll send it and maybe she wont think its cringy' now also its gone #idk #today was a really long day. im still sad she hates me and i have no idea what ive done wrong and now this phone thing happens #and im so tired #this month took every bit of energy out of me #and all i can do is cry and cry #wishing for things i know i'll never have #im tired and all i want is for someone to hug me and tell me things are going to be fine