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#everyone actually sees as a leadership position lmfao. and i cannot develop the emotional intelligence and inner peace to not get triggered
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i literally need there to stop being situations circumstances events developments complications and happenstances. for the fucking love of god
#purrs
#but there will never stop being any of those things so actually what i literally need is to learn HARD AND FAST how to stop getting so
#fucking triggered over a situation i know is NOTHING so bad that im anxious for the entire rest of the day and can’t even get any work done.
#like (jade from tesco voice) girls… im not gonna lie to you. i think therapy is not working. i think i am not mentally or emotionally strong
#enough to work in this job and i think i am never going to get mentally or emotionally stronger. ive been stuck in the quicksand too long
#and now im atrophying. i cannot develop the situational awareness and motor skills or awakeness (and i mean AWAKEness.) to safely and
#consistently drive a car. i cannot develop the intellect and drive and courage to get an advanced degree or be in a leadership position that
#everyone actually sees as a leadership position lmfao. and i cannot develop the emotional intelligence and inner peace to not get triggered
#out of my fucking mind at work to the point where im having anxiety heart palpitations and fighting back tears. i am just stuck as i am
#forever. and you know how i know that? BECAUSE IVE WORKED AT THE NATIONALLY RENOWNED CENTER FOR YOU-ARE-NOT-STUCK-AS-YOU-ARE-FOREVER FOR
#FIVE FUCKING YEARS SINCE ITS LITERAL FOUNDING AND HELPED TO FOUND IT AND IM STILL LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! i go back to square one EVERY
#FUCKING DAY!!!!!!!! how am i supposed to tell other people who they are is what they bring and the world can change and whatever when i am
#the fucking antithesis of that. when i don’t even believe my own words. like the way i want to punch out every window in this building rn i
#HATE BEING LIKe this i hate being in the psychic prison of scared little girl mode all the time forever no matter what and being beyond help
#and disappointing and burdening the people around me because i can’t be fucking normal about like. hierarchy and institutional politics LOL
#delete later
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