#exact same experience when i was watching the 1963 cleopatra and realized that i thought octavian was hot when he was doing

[ghoul-haunted]

like, the most mortifying thing that’s come out of this borgias re watch is realizing that I think cardinal sforza is hot when he’s doing politics 😐

#the amount of attraction i feel in real life towards anyone in any role related to the catholic church is a Hard Negative #so this has been. well. it's been something. #exact same experience when i was watching the 1963 cleopatra and realized that i thought octavian was hot when he was doing #his political scheming. like. why must THAT be the thing im into. #why must this be the thing i find attractive in entertainment #but WORSE because this might be a Show Filled With Entertainment but its like. no. nooooooooo. not a fake cardinal of all things