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#except for the ppl who just use krisnix as a way to abuse phoenix
midnightbrightside · 1 year
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krisnix is great because you can interpret it in so many different ways and it still works.
was it just bitter hatefucking and mindgames? tasty
was phoenix fooled, even if only briefly, and genuinely had feelings for kristoph? the ANGST of him discovering kristoph's actions, the realisation that the man who caught him in freefall is the same one who pushed him off the edge
did kristoph get too swept up and accidentally fall for phoenix, leaving him in one-sided love with the man he ruined? im kicking and screaming and crying. even better if he refuses to acknowledge it like the freak he is
did they, against all odds, fall for each other, but were doomed before they began? kristoph could never admit it to himself, every flutter in his chest and every ridiculous sappy thought gets pushed down to swirl deep in his gut, because if he lets those feelings get to his heart they just might kill him. phoenix would be putting the pieces together and the day he first starts to suspect kristoph makes him feel sick, he wakes up next to kristoph's sleeping, vunerable face each morning and hates himself for suspecting the only man who believed in him.
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