#ffix being one of the games i finished in 2020 (along with ffxv & kh3) are all. so important to me w my youth n all

[noxtivagus]

"words, deeds, beliefs" ALPHINAUD 😭🫶🏼

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #I SCROLLED DOWN TO THE BOTTOM N OH MY GOD I IMMEDIATELY ALREADY #LILIES. LILIES. FUCKING LILIES #NOOOOOOOOOOOOO I'M GNA CRY ALREADY JUST FROM THAT #quickly mili's bulbel has become one of my top fav songs n it means so much to me #along w that i used lily as an online alias before when i really young.... yeah. YEAH. #i have such a soft spot for alphinaud he's my first fav chara n. we're close in age n all n he's just #his character development means so much to me #i'm so proud of him !?! baby baby boy :< #NEVER GET YOUR ELEZEN GROWTH SPURT PLEASE 🥹 #fuck wait. 'each from different walks from life who took the road on an impossible journey' #'whatever else we may have been in the beginning─in the end we were friends' #'and we will meet again.' #that sentiment always gets me wait fuck i'm listening to melodies of life right now NO I'M TOO EMOTIONAL FOR THIS #ffix being one of the games i finished in 2020 (along with ffxv & kh3) are all. so important to me w my youth n all #ZIDANE AND GARNET.... 😭 i love the themes of melodies of life sm n ffix in general it's just so special to me #one day my love life better be as goddamn bittersweet like final fantasy (but still with a happy ending please please) #wait back to alphi; writing in his journal 🥺 herbal tea & 'turning his drowsy eyes heavensward' #god i love him #'before sleep claimed him a thought came unbidden' #'a bouquet of lilies for those we have lost. and for the living... / he knew' N HE SMILED #'And so it was that Alphinaud Leveilleur once more failed to say what was in his heart─' dude i'm gna cry he's my fav he's just like me fr #wait remind me why i added the vocal ffxiv distant world songs to my queue n why are they all about love. no. fuck no #I CAN'T DO THIS WAIT I'LL READ THIS STORY FROM THE START #oh dear. oh no. 'another sleepless night' ; i love these stories sm bcs they add sm more to the characters #like outside of msq n all wtf are they doing? yeah. ALPHINAUD'S JUST LIKE ME FRFR I LOVE HIM #oh. NO FUCK WE'RE JUST THE SAME ; 'when I saw my arrogance and vanity for what it was─then in the very depths of my despair─he spoke to me' #Are you content to remain a broken blade? Is there no flame hot enough to reforge you? #that. haurchefant's words :<