Today is this beautiful human being Mr. Flanagan’s birthday 🧡 Happy birthday to the talented actor and human with heart of gold 🧡 He will forever be my favourite person and my idol 🧡 Happy birthday Tommy 🧡🧡
I’m feeling some type of way so have an emotional post.
The amount of time I spend with my phone in hand and on Tumblr lately is about as unhealthy as it gets I’d imagine.
But I’m a needy bitch and crave human interaction as much as I wish to avoid it.
And I’m learning to love myself and be more openly me. (Not just whore me.) To accept compliments and praise without arguing it’s wrong. To believe someone when they tell me I’m not a burden and that I can talk to them. To know I may have some mental health stuff I deal with every day but that it doesn’t negate my emotions and how I’m feeling matters. Not to bottle it up and shut up. But to allow people that care to help.
(My Flanaclan girls were brought into my life through this platform. Please don’t mistake this post as me invalidating the group or anything any of you have ever done for me. But, in ‘clan, I’m MOM. While I would never, ever want to be anything else for you and I know you’re all there for me just as much as I for you, I can’t go to you the way I can with these others. Moms aren’t supposed to lean heavily on their children to carry them. WE carry YOU. And I wouldn’t change that for anything. I love all my girls. And your time with me is to be spent being just that.)
I still have so much to learn and more growing to do. That doesn’t stop at any certain age. And I look forward to the new discoveries and lessons I have yet to know.
It hasn’t been that long together, but it’s already been one hell of an experience at this freakshow.
To Eddie: Thank you for allowing me to run amok. Thank you for accepting me into this world. And for bringing out my inner filthy whore/slut. 🫣😂 Thank you for being you.
To the Freaks: thank you for allowing me to have the fun I’ve had so far and for the fun yet to come. You are all beautiful and amazing sluts. And do not hesitate to tell me to fuck off if I get to be too much. 😅
Thank all of you for putting up with me and my special brand of crazy. For playing along as I put on many hats and claim these roles I’ve taken on. And for enjoying and embracing my silly good girls/boys certified star system. I'd like to think it makes @eddiemuns0n86 's page a special one.
My current collection of hats:
And to D: Thank you for letting me be your own personal chaos incarnate. Thank you for quickly becoming an amazing friend. Thank you for somehow being able to force me into talking through my bullshit and for listening with genuine care (be it as the role of Eddie or as Honey D 😉). You are possibly the sweetest man on the planet. And I hope we stay friends for as long as you'll put up with me. (You're my favorite Eddie 🤫, don’t tell the others) I love you, dork (with a capital P platonic).