#for being the 'perfect' heir and everyone favoring him over him. he must've been very lonely too.

[lloydfrontera]

theo thinking of winning his father's recognition even before he thinks about winning the position of crown prince and the power it conveys,,, wanting people's admiration,,, one of his motivations to become heir to the throne being sparing his brother's delicate health,,,

he's really just a kid that wants his dad's love and attention, that craves everyone's approval in the face of his father's neglect and who wants to take care of his older brother despite everything and everyone pitting them against each other

and he thinks he can gain all of that if he can just become crown prince.

is it any wonder he was so desperate to win the duel. or that he fell apart apart when the goal he'd worked for his entire life was snatched away from him no matter how much he told himself he was okay with the outcome??

#i talk a lot <3 #crown prince sells medicine #cpsm #theodore magentano #sorry if it seems like i'm just talking about him and not rakiel but this is the last content we're getting of him #for at least a hundred chapters so i need to make the best of it (T▽T) #he's just. a kid. he's just nineteen. he lost his mom. he never had his father's love. his older brother almost certainly resented him #for being the 'perfect' heir and everyone favoring him over him. he must've been very lonely too. #BK MOON WHY DIDN'T YOU FOCUS MORE ON HIM AND HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH RAKIEL IT COULD'VE BEEN SO GOOD #anyway. i'll go back to talking about my other blorbo soon. he's about to meet the man he'll grow hopelessly devoted to #so there'll be a lot to talk about ajdkssjka