#for lack of a better metaphor the ghosts in the house are upsetting the beast in my head/heart and i dont know what to do

[lupismaris]

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#for lack of a better metaphor the ghosts in the house are upsetting the beast in my head/heart and i dont know what to do #the ghosts are so loud this time of year and we're so tired. can't sleep cause of the ghosts and the moon and the work to be done #cant do the work cause we're so tired and the ghosts chattering away and the grief choking us but so much to do #the stagnation of it all is maddening its a cage I can't see the bars of it keeps shifting whenever i catch a glimpse of it #im the happiest ive ever been and the most haunted all the same #tbd #mental health tw