#for real spare 5 minutes to rewatch your fave yuzu performance i guarantee it will make you happy

[raininyourblackeyes]

I don't think I'll ever be eloquent enough to express completely what his skating means to me. Just thinking about any of his performances makes my soul full, and brings a smile to my face. If I remember what he had to endure as a competitive skater, and that life is not a paradise for him even now when he truly deserves it, then some of that happiness/hope/admiration/awe/etc some of it morphs into something a bit mournful because he deserved and deserves the best. He is the only skater with a program that made me cry, and the only skater I was willing to stay up the entire night to just to see a few minutes of his art.

Hanyu Yuzuru, thank you for picking figure and artistic skating over everything. 19 was stellar for you, so I hope 29 will go in the same manner. Happy birthday GOAT.

I will spare a few minutes to rewatch a program of yours today. Most likely Haru yo, Koi, I think I need that one the most.

#me: i have no words #also me: a half asleep essay #for real spare 5 minutes to rewatch your fave yuzu performance i guarantee it will make you happy #basically my feelings about his skating boil down to this: i am in love with his skating #and i'm so thankful he chooses skating over everything #but also i want him to be able to have a normal life and those two i think are a bit contradictory (in light of certain events in his life) #anyways i'm going to sleep now #figure skating #yuzuru hanyu