#for those two weeks that townhouse became a little glimpse of Our home together

[thebutchprinxe]

my dad just sold his townhouse (my primary residence for the past ? year ish ?), feeling very :/

#closing date march 28 #gonna stay at my moms temporarily & pay her a bit of rent until i can secure my own place #having a lot of mixed feelings. i don’t do well with change #a lot of history in that house. a lot of memories (good and bad) #i had the happiest & most blissful love filled two weeks of my life in that house #i wish i could just go back and relive those two weeks again and again. i thought that was going to be my future forever #coming home from work with flowers or a little treat for you & being greeted by you dancing around the kitchen & singing softly to yourself #cuddling up in the nest i made us in the living room before you’d fall asleep in my arms and i’d gently wake you up and help you to bed #walking hand in hand late at night to go swimming in the pool with the moon keeping watchful eye #waking you up by peppering kisses all over your face before i went to work while you sighed and snuggled deeper into bed #for those two weeks that townhouse became a little glimpse of Our home together #it’s been hard living with echoes of the memories. but i think i will miss it more than anything. #sorry for emotional dump in the tags ! still touch and go ! #still very emo and miss my best friend/why couldn’t the good last forever #sam soliloquizes