#future. anyway if anyone wants to give me 2000$usd for coding school i do commissions☆

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Brb getting extremely stressed for some reason

#'some reason' multiple reasons #why is handling my things so hardddd #if i could drive some of these would be solved but i cant afford to get my license rn #i cant get a job n idk if i could handle one anyway #ok lemme start from the beginning: ive had a lot of thongs i want to go n do lately (shows/concerts/parties) but i cant drive so one of the #fam has to go too. but they both work and dont like to go out every weekend (which is how the schedule is working out w my engagements) so i #kinda hate asking them to take me but theres no alternative except not going at all. we went to a play last weekend a concert tomorrow a #party this weekend the renfaire next weekend. and i have les mis tickets for the 8th (havent told them yet). and i just saw that a museum #has a v cool exhibit of dutch art that i really want to see but it closes jun 14th. stupid baka life. idk how to ask ab going to that. or #how to reveal ive already bought les mis tickets (in my defense i did that awhile ago) and i have other stuff to deal w too like 'no job' #but idk this is really pressing me. i just the asking but it has to be done and it has to be done somewhat ahead of time yknow but i hate #doing it and i know they dont want to go n im sorry for making them (tbc i do pay for their tickets im not crazy) but i am gripped by a #horrible dread of not doing these things but after this no more no more! i will not go out so much but we must do these first! i fear the #future. anyway if anyone wants to give me 2000$usd for coding school i do commissions☆