#getting attached to the vanguard especially cayde and later seeking vengeance on forsaken

[polux-aka-hyakunana]

Just some tag thoughts in this fine raining morning before I work 🌠

#i wish one day i have the guts to develop and talk more about my guardian ocs #in most of my comics they are just avatars to my thoughts throughout the season content #but i did some alfa-16 lore content that was actually well received so i should try doing more #the exo lore is just so so good and intriguing i do want to explore more of that in my baby hunter #i promise she's more than an elsie simp skdijwjdjsjfj #like... i portrait alfa as a silly and expressive character but she does have a strong dark side within her that powers up her stasis #for years she was a lonewolf seeking to be strong without relying on others #and that could be something to explore in exo dreams since she would hate getting attached to people she would nightmare about later #she might relate to the drifter when it comes to priorize self survival but at the same time she endangers herself a lot to test her limits #(tragically for her im not that skilled but i wanna pretend shes better than I'll ever be sjfjsjfjis) #meanwhile az (aka denka the warlock) is the complete opposite and yet seeks the same survival guts #az follows the bomb logic tip to toe he's the supporter on the fireteam and relies a lot on others #since the day on twt i began to answer questions about him i also got super interested in what lore az got in him #like... being first rezzed instants before the red war and having these first days of guardian life as a normal guy #living in the farm as a refugee until he restores back his light and now he returns that help #getting attached to the vanguard especially cayde and later seeking vengeance on forsaken #being afraid of his darkness while alfa wants to get deeper to control it #tHERE SO MUCH NOT ORGANIZED LORE IN MY HEAD I WISH I COULD EXTERNALIZE EVERYTHING #meanwhile my titan is nonexistent lmao