#girl help i am infected with spn brain worm.

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if you told me a month ago i would be 4.5 seasons into supernatural again i would’ve shot you AND YET.

#teresa talks #not rt #as ames says... i am mentally ill <3 #spn is better than i remember #i for one love the 3 min of almost vulnerability these 2 emotionally constipated men get to squeeze out at the end of every 45 min eps #if i am a sam/dean/cas girl no i am not yes i not no yes <3 #girl help i am infected with spn brain worm. #Staring To Remember Why this was the show i watched when i was most depresso ever #yall earlier today i was on a call and screen sharing and we ended up on misha collins' youtube channel #and we watched his 6 year old ice bucket challenge video and I HAD ALREADY LEFT A LIKE THERE S I X Y E A R S AGO WHEN THAT VIDEO CAME OUT #YES I DO WANT TO DIE <3 #see it all starts with half joke reading old spn fics i read back in the day after nov 5 #and then it progresses to keeping up with whats happening on the show now that the series finale is coming #all while still reading old fic but also new ones thrown in #and then you half joke to a friend that we should rewatch the entire show to also catch up #and all this time youre still reading spn fic #which btw are mostly not great lol like ill finish one and be like 'wow that wasnt great' #and youve followed some spn blogs so u get the memes and news from the source and theyre seriously spnposting too #so youre seeing serious meta and posts from people who care about the show #and then the latin american dub comes out and destiel goes actual canon and youre actually kinda invested in destiel again #and then your friend starts watching the show for the first time and u watch like the first two episodes with her #AND BOOM YOU'RE 4.5 SEASONS INTO SPN AGAIN.