#god that reminds me during one especially bad week i just started drinking window cleaner cuz. y’know.

[paterday]

The most frustrating thing to me. Is that my art could be miles better. If i did not spend 3 years being actively suicidal everyday. Like i know i did not control that but man.

#sorry I’m in. a mood #god that reminds me during one especially bad week i just started drinking window cleaner cuz. y’know. #(which by the way i would not recommend. doesn’t taste good and makes ur stomach feel weird) #and i told one of my friends and they just responded to my face ‘oof’ #which is so insanely funny to me #like damn bro thats awkward. lets go to math class now #in my defence. i was like. 15..? maybe 16? #and in my friends défense he was also like 15 or 16 #tw suicide #i gueass #I’m mile better now tho dw #I’m only activily suicidal like. once every few months #which is fucking great btw #10/10 would recommend