#haha i even have a private toyhouse page with drawings of myself and a character description like i'd have for any other character

[foolishnpd]

i have this habit of talking about myself like i'm a character in a book, and honestly...i sometimes feel disappointed when i'm not treated as though i am this mysterious, interesting fictional character

#lilyroaring #npd safe #actually npd #i put an odd amount of effort into it #i don't really tend to make up lies or a false persona of course- #but i track who i am and make mental notes of my Character #so i can continue to portray myself consistently and act according to that character #i figure out my traits and emphasize them #i love to talk about myself the way i'd talk about my ocs #haha i even have a private toyhouse page with drawings of myself and a character description like i'd have for any other character #i love when i'm treated as an interesting character rather than person...if that makes any sense #like when my Character Traits are remembered the way you'd remember them off a wikia trivia section #I want there to be mystery to my story #for people to be intrigued to learn more as my character develops in this story yk #and i often feel so inspired after reading anything #like i've found new ways to display and describe my character #ahhh i just wish i could live inside a book~