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milflookingforadilf · 11 months

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is he a thought that can escape the mind that only grasps onto him?

is he not the one who rests in the Sabr of my wait?

is he not the one for who my eyes falls restless during my nights in Sujood?

is he not the one who my heart has yearned for ever since these vessels understand love?

#hanakwurandom #PLS MY LOVE PSLSLSL BE LIIIKE MY DREAM GUY I ALWAYS TALK TO ALLAH ABOUT #my Allah always listen so i trust him lots <333333 #HE is still unknown.. but i lov him for the sake of ALLAH... YA ALLAH ALL THIS IS FOR YOUU

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milflookingforadilf · 11 months

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i want to craft my words in poems for you like Ali (R.A) did for Fatima (R.A). i want to see the arches of your face curve the way his poems soothed her heart ease. I want to hold you in my arms and hush the aches of the contained vessels of your heart when they are in vain like Khadija (R.A) did for Rasul'Allah (ﷺ). I want to trace the ends of the bones like our Nabi (ﷺ) did for his beloved Aisha (R.A). I want to kiss the brim of your glass to remind you my growing love in these vessels as he (ﷺ) did for our mother Aisha (R.A). I want to sit and admire you when you're praying in the blues of nights like Hafsa (R.A) admired our Nabi (ﷺ).I want my ears to find ease in the echos of the recitation of your voice like the Ummah eagerly waited to listen to Muad Ibn Jabal (R.A). I want the brims of my heart to expand in awe of the hiqmah of knowledge you eloquently carry within the traces of your soul like Abu Bakr (R.A) held in his ever so beautiful words. I want to fall in love with Islam all over again everytime i gaze into your heavenly eyes. I want to admire your strive towards deen like the Tawakkul held by Musab Ib Umair (R.A) even when the sway of ocean shakes your core. I want to cherish the principals of honestly you'll carry within you like the transparency of Omar Ibn Al Khattab (R.A). I want the grounds of my house to be beautified with calling of Adhan in the hums of your voice just so as Bilal Ibn Rabah (R. A) used to voice the Adhan.

& so I'll for the day when each of these pleads are penned onto our Qadr's. & until the day comes when our souls will be in sync with these Dua's as I send to the heavens to be answered by His upmost Mercy.

(ameen)

#PLEASEEE I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE?2?((2(#this is actually so beautifully written.. Literally the perfect way to describe what i EXACTLY FEEL #and ofc this is dedicated to one my Merciful and Loving Allah chose for me heheheheheee #hanakwurandom

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milflookingforadilf · 1 year

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sometimes i sit and think about how romantic it is to imagine that every version of me was made to be with every version of you. It's romantic to think how our love crosses universes and traverses timelines and that we were always meant to be, that nothing could keep us apart. Its a beautiful concept. it's so beautiful, how Allah wrote my name to yours before the sky was introduced to the sea 50,000years ago. i think nothing is more perfect than the perfect Allah Himself, made us for each other. i was created because of you. so i pray to Allah we have the love between us that pleases Allah! (ameen)

i love u

#hanakwurandom

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milflookingforadilf · 1 year

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don't be afraid to be "too much". Call me 5times a day because you wanna hear my voice or something came up and you wanna tell me about it immediately. Text me 15times in a row when i don't reply fast enough. Leave me cute messages when you can't sleep. Hold my hand. Everywhere. Sit really close to me on the couch. Keep your hand on my thigh. Always have a part of you touching a part of me. Tell me you love me every hour I don't care i want to be smothered in love by you

#hanakwurandom

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milflookingforadilf · 1 year

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Oh to be kissed until i can barely think a single coherent thought

LIKE...

impulsively kissing! kissing when laughing! kissing cheeks to say thanks! kissing noses! kissing foreheads! kissing hands! kissing wrists! kissing temples! kissing fingertips! lazy kissing! goodbye kisses! see you later kisses! wait for me kisses! be right back kisses!

(WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA)

#hanakwurandom

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milflookingforadilf · 1 year

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[12:53am]

dumping all of my thoughts here Once again...Been wanting to write this for so long SIGH FINALLY. this post dedicates to my future husbando fr. anywaays so.. I don't know WHY but sometimes i feel Like i already love someone else ???? i can FEEL it,, like i can feel the familiarity even tho idk who it is. i dont believe in past life but the concept of Past Life Lovers sounds so real to me. I CAN LITERALLY RELATE TO IT! me missing someone i don't even know??? yes. me missing someone's affection??? yes. me being wanting to be in THAT person's presence??? yes. me feeling like i already know my future partner, like ive met them before??!!!???!! Y E S. (hopefully i dont sound mad pls) and mainly because of this i cant bring myself to like someone bc i feel like ill betray him by doing it. Anyways if it is true that our souls already met each other in Aalam-e-Arwah,, then that pretty much explains it. like also when you come across someone and at first glance you hate them and you KNOW that you two won't get along with each other LMFAOO.

anyways here's the realest part.

sometimes when im making Dua for my future partner i can already feel myself loving him (MASHALLAH MASHALLAH mashallah...) here's one thing that i want to do when i settle with him (Insha'Allah) i want to tell him that "O my [inserts name] i loved you long before you came into my life" OHHH GOD THAT SOUNDS SO COOL!!!HEHEHHEHEHEHHE. and i want to let him know that even tho, you weren't present in my life and i didn't know you—you still held a very special place in my heart. you occupied my thoughts day & night (hate you fr), i always mentioned you to Allah, asking Him to guide you, asked Him to keep you firm on Islam, asked Him to keep you away from sinning. BECAUSE i loved you. i wanted nothing more to you have a very deep relationship with Allah.

#hanakwurandom #FUCJFKK ALL THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS WERE KILLING ME WHILST WRITHING THIS #another mini rant here....#look ik i shouldn't be thinking about my future partner this much at this young age but whatever #(mf cant eveb imagine the amount of times i cried and got sad Bc of this lad)#family and future partner are very most and mainly important in life! so i should be thinkin abt them fr #that is my belief FR

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milflookingforadilf · 2 years

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