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#heads up im going to talk about grim things but its so bananas that its hard not to talk about
squeakadeeks · 3 months
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if i had a dollar for every time a religious missionary knocked on my door to "spread the good news" while i was actively in an acute mental health crisis i'd have 2 dollars, which isnt a lot but also. how many times does this have to happen before they stop coming.
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daehquns · 7 years
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( * kyong dae-hyun. )
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♡ — * » KYONG DAEHYUN looks so cute on the beach !! apparently, ( he/they ) come from ( south korea ) and are a ( twenty ) years old ( pansexual ) ( demiboy ) ( med student ). other hotel residents described them as ( gentle + sage ), but also ( ambivalent - faint-hearted ). don’t you think they look a bit like ( PARK JIMIN ) ?
WARNING: this is really long, my dudes. so long.
hello hi hi, it’s SKY ( 2-o, she/her, cest tz, but an insomniac ) & this is my smol blob of confusion, so if their story confuses you, i succeeded. also this is easily my absolute favourite character ever, so ,,, idk random info. ALSO: i have an exam tomorrow, my peeps, so i don’t think i’ll be around till tomorrow but !! i can’t wait to plot & interact with all of you.
SORTA BIO THING:
[ MISCARRIAGE TW ] kyong daehyun was born in daegu, south korea on the 22nd of february 1997. they were sort of a miracle baby bc their mom went through two miscarriages before them ( she’s rh negative & the babies were rh positive n ,,, i wont explain the biology behind it, im sure yall know that ). they’re an only child. they’ve always wanted a sibling ( an older one ,,,, they always want the impossible things smfh ). so yeah, they were a bit lonely while growing up
they were a very weak child who’d fall ill quite often (their family used to call them aga/aggie/babybc of it … sorta stuck with them to this day ), so much that it affected their education. the poor bean skipped a lot of classes, so eventually their parents decided it was best for them to leave school. they were homeschooled !! altho they now have incredible work ethic bc of this, they didn’t have many friends while growing up :( they sorta didnt even get the chance to develop n test their social skills. they came in contact with their parents, nannies, parents’ business partners, etc … long story short, they were surrounded by adults. this made them VERY mature for their age, even back then.
the greatest discovery of their life was the internet. they had little interest in sports & going outside, so they’d spend their free time glued to the screen of their laptop, either watching movies, youtube videos & tv shows or getting to know strangers from across the world thanks to various websites & apps. they’d often stay up all night n ruin their sleep pattern in order to talk to their friends from other timezones. they made them so happy. so. happy.
their parents sort of made them pursuit a medical career, though, they literally have -10 interest in it. not 0. -10. they just want to make them proud, ok ?? especially since they’ve always been an incredible student n studying came easily to them. they were praised while growing up, so naturally they started thinking they were exceptional as well.
COLLEGE ! they. hate. it. hate it. like, they are fallin apart n are like “wow so what is this, i thought i was smart ?? they told me i was the most intelligent kid in the world wHY cant i do literally anything now w o w im so average yUCK”.  i mean, they still get good grades, but they ARE struggling.
[ PROFESSOR/STUDENT RELATIONSHIP THING TW ] … idk maybe someone’s triggered by that. anyway, there was a class that made them 11/10 done with life & they were sure they’d fail it n ruin their entire life, so they approached the professor ( who ,,, was rly hot n made hyunnie weak in the knees ok ) n were like “i will literally do ANYTHING in order to pass this class ,,,,,, pls”. like, they had 0 shame bc they were so done with it. n ,,, long story short, they ended up sleeping with the professor … ,,, multiple times. t was bc of the grade the first time, but … they’re pretty much in love with him now. and they’re a bit foolish, they hope he’s in love with them too. n idk they sort of dream about being in a real relationship with them.  l mao … my poor kiddo.
COOLER INFO THING:
nicknames include: hyunnie, dee, mochi ( i have to steal that from jiminieeee bc yes. my squishy bol of cuteness ), aga/aggie/baby. or just call them dae or  hyun honestly
daehyun is a demiboy ( they/them or he/him. if you refer to them as she/her, they will feel uncomfortable, but they will not have the guts to correct you. lmao one time they watched a woman make them european-style pancakes with nutella & cherries, even though they asked for a nutella/banana combo. they did not correct her. they ate half of it, left with a pout on their face n were sad for the rest of the day tHATS HOW ANXIOUS N SHY THEY ARE BYE ). anyway, as i said   ——   demiboy. panromantic ( very romantic, a huge dreamer. the type to imagine cute scenarios with their crush before falling asleep ). pansexual, though the most attracted to masculine physique buT !! they’re too self-conscious n emotion-dependent that they can’t have sex with just about anyone. n o. byee. like, the thought of getting naked in front of someone is terrifying to them, so they really need to trust n know the person. i wouldn’t call them demisexual though, since they do experience sexual attraction without having an emotional bond, they just … can’t let go of their ~stupid insecurities~
[ FOOD TW ] they don’t eat meat. yes, they do love animals n feel sad about those poor things, but that’s not the main reason why they don’t eat it. the smell, the look, the taste of meat makes them incredibly sick. when they were smol & had any sort of meat for lunch, they’d sit at the table for 5 hours n eat everything BUT the meat. most of the time, they used to give it to their dog who was v chubby bc of them. lunch was the worst time of the whole day for them, it was suuuuuuuper bad, especially since their parents didn’t understand their problem n called them spoiled. now that they are away from home, they’re super happy cause they can eat whatever they want ( sweets n pastries ). this bish ALWAYS has a lollipop in their mouth n a candy bar with them.
why are they obsessed with lollipops ? thanks to them they destroy their nails n cuticles LESS when bored, since their mouth is occupied. you can determine how life’s goin for daehyun just by looking at their hands. when everything’s good, their nails are painted ( the execution n design also say a lot about how much free time they have n how clear their head is ). when everything’s shit, they aren’t painted, they are bloody and sore, skin completely damaged, so much that it hurts to touch items with the very tips of their fingers. everything burns n they’re wincing 25/8.
they always have literally everything with them. you need a tissue, a comb, a hair brush, a band-aid, a hand sanitizer, a nail polish, some water, something sweet, a set of stem cells & a cure for every illness in the world ?they have it all. they’re always prepared for every situation. this is bc of their huge fear of facing a situation for the first time unprepared. also … you should never make them order food on their own or make a serious phone call or wtvr bc .. they can’t do that.
they’re fluent in english, but pls don’t throw big words at them :( they feel so embarrassed when they don’t know what something means. they go home & write the new word on one of their colourful cards, along with its translation to korean, a smol explanation & an example sentence n they have loads of those cards that they reread whenever they have time. when they learn a new word, they love showing off lmao dumbass
while they were back in korea n spending time on youtube, they used to watch a lot of kpop mvs + makeup tutorials n fell in love with makeup n wanted to look as beautiful as the people in those videos. they started stealin their mother’s makeup n used to be awful at paintin’ their face, but got better with time. they used to save money for eyeliners n primers n highlighters n all sort of shit n they’d hide all the products in their room n play with them whenever they were home alone. they know it’s their true passion& call, but they are so discouraged by the fact that they can’t even walk outside wearing makeup. they aint confident enough & still don’t think they can pull it off.
they made a new youtube account with the intention to post their own tutorials, but … mm, there’s still 0 uploaded videos on that channel
i’ve been struggling to decide which hair colour to go with … black, platinum blonde, silver or pink n i chose …pink.
they’ve never been in an actual relationship. never cuddled, or did couple-y things. their professor took their virginity, so … ya. that’s one of the reasons why they’re refusing to let him go.
[MEDICATION TW] as i mentioned before, they were a weak child who was often sick and had bad migraines ,,, this sort of got them hooked on medication ?? like, they will convince themself that their head is hurting and jus pop a pill without any need to do so ,,,, like, they are 110% sure they need pills to function normally every single day.
nature !! the world !! they love it.
aesthetics hoe !!!!!!!!! will sell their soul for the things that please their senses
they know how to draw well. they lololololove drawing comic book characters. like, they have their own characters already
dancing !!! especially contemporary ! bc ,,, i have a lot of those gifs n icons that i gotta use
loves apples ?
wants a cat. d e s p e r a t e l y
PERSONALITY:
i think it’s quite obvious that they’re a very anxious, shy & alert person 24/7 and i guess that you can see how their upbringing had a lot to do with it. i don’t view their shyness as cute and adorable, but they definitely aren’t grim either. they’re just closed-off. they’re not used to sharing personal stuff with other people, at least not face to face. online, everything’s different.
most of the time they’re like … “uhhhhh, people - i’d rather not. that can get me in a lot of awkward n uncomfortable situations n i’d rather avoid that’. they don’t find solitude depressing. they enjoy their alone time, they find comfort in it. they are very aware of the fact that their social skills suck & as i said a part of them doesn’t give a damn, but … another part is worried bc if they truly want to be in the makeup world, they will have to learn to be a people person, have a fantastic charisma n ,, talk to people ? lmao
their zodiac sign is pisces n they HATE IT lol they’re like “i’m not a whiny baby emo dreamer ew go away” so they keep telling people that their zodiac sign is aquarius bc it’s close enough n they find them cool n admire the description of the seemingly stoic sign that goes through life with their brain rather than their heart. they love to think that they’re strong n logical, that they’re not emotional … but that’s not the case. it’s all an act really
once you demolish their shell, you’ll find the most adorable creature in the whole entire universe ?/ they also love tellin stupid jokes. they almost never finish them bc they laugh too hard at em
they get attached to people VERY easily n then they can’t live without them n that freaks them the fuck out. like. they fall in love ten times a day. im. not. kiddin.
they’re all about living life to the fullest, they just have a bit different vision of what true livin is lmao
philosophical af ? hates small talk, always wants to talk abt deep shit
the type to send you memes and stuff that reminds them of you
WANTED CONNECTIONS:
this is so important. online friends. they met online a couple of years ago ( we’ll figure out how ) n now they’re both here and ? hyunnie is so scared to meet them bc they’re afraid that person won’t like them irl, but the desire is bigger than the fear !
similar to the previous one, but it was a long distance relationship ( it ended bc the distance was too much ig ). they only chatted, but they know everything about each other. they were infuriated every single day bc they couldn’t physically feel each other, but they still planned a future together, or at least meeting irl … maybe they now finally have a chance ?
crush. as i said, hyunnie falls quickly for a person. it can be unrequited. it’s just someone they daydream about n sigh over. or it can be the other way around, but hyunnie is quite clueless n doesn’t pick up on their hints.
friends ?? the plot depends on your charrie tbh but dw about it, i usually have 57430865026701348 ideas, so ya.
i have no idea what else ,,,, imma go make a wanted connections tag n reblog some plots probably. bUT HEY feel free to send plots my way, i luv that
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lumos-star684 · 7 years
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All of them. Just to be a pain
Can’t believe I’m about to answer these but its either this or a marketing assignment so here goes…
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?
more cereal
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?
Yes! 
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?
blank revision cards and raffle tickets
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?
white with sugar
5: are you self-conscious of your smile?
yes
6: do you keep plants?
non but i would like to (in fact, I’m going to buy one next week)
7: do you name your plants?
nope
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?
none im not very creative :(
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?
yep
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
side or stomach usually
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?
hmmm can’t think of this (wait you should know this any idea?)
12: what’s your favorite planet?
Pluto
13: what’s something that made you smile today?
my little niece started talking to me about flying pigs
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?
like the friends apartment with loads of little quirky shit
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!
Venus is the only planet that spins backwards relative to the other planets.
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?
good ole simple pasta with tomato sauce and cheese
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?
dark purple 
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.
i have no stories omg 
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?
non
20: what’s your favorite eye color?
don’t have one in particular, depends on the person really 
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.
there was my little karrimor rucksack that i had all throughout (most of ) secondary school and it broke on the day before the last day of Year 11 but still holds a special place in my heart
22: are you a morning person?
nooooooooo (unless its morning where you’ve been up all night)
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?
make tea and watch tv
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?
nope (i don’t have a lot of secrets though??)
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?
a hotel kitchen (by accident i should add)
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
at the moment, my black boots
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?
mint?? idek
28: sunrise or sunset?
sunset
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?
there’s this one little shit that always sends me asks on tumblr
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?
yes
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about sock
socks, my friend, are a fucking brilliant invention. i have a bit of love-hate relationship with socks because i feel like they confine your feet (i mean why would you want to lock your feet into little pockets of cloth?) but on the other hand THEY’RE SO CUTE. little socks with funky patterns and little animals and the super soft house socks as well. having said that, all my socks are black with either pink purple or blue on the foot and heel parts. SO, my favourite thing to do is always wear mismatched socks - but nobody can tell because the main part of the sock is black. It’s like a little secret I can wear all day knowing that my socks are not the same even though it looks like they are.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
we’d just left a club in prague and headed over to burger king. we sat down and then out of nowhere in the middle of prague this group of gujarati kids came and sat down next to us. I had a conversation with them and forgot that the other girls hadn’t the foggiest idea what the fuck we were talking about. we were leaving and then one of them asked me to marry him……
33: what’s your fave pastry?
er…something with chocolate? or apples
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
there was this little black dog that used to be my sister’s, i can’t remember what i used to call him but I’ve still got him somewhere
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?
I absolutely love them but can never bring myself to use them (I eventually did and my Latin notes are so fucking pretty)
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?
Bahamas
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?
messy but organised messy
38: tell us about your pet peeves!
when people walk slowly in the middle of the street and when people think they’re better than you
39: what color do you wear the most?
black
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?
i have a little harry potter necklace i got for my 16th which i wear almost every day
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?
me before you
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
don’t like coffee shops much
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
nobody
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
last sunday
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?
no lol they’re shit
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
all puns are good puns
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?
ermm dunnoo
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
can’t remember exactly what my biggest fear was, but it’s not the same as today (although probably quite similar)
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
nope don’t own any
50: what’s an odd thing you collect?
empty glue sticks
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?
you - la vie en rose
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?
LOOL some of the trump and theresa may ones have been pretty good
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?
no but they’re all on my list to watch
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
probably a stranger on the train
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?
moved out 
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?
people tagging in posts and memes
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?
currently ill in bed so i didn’t even move -_-
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?
keef is the wine mom and i reckon you will be the vodka aunt :)
59: what’s your favorite myth?
there was this one where zeus was cheating on hera and when he got caught he turned the woman into a cow
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?
yes! usually just snippets i read on the internet though
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?
given is what we gave keef and received…i don’t think ive ever received a stupid gift?
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
sometimes yes, either the innocent strawberry and banana smoothie or the orange and passionfruit tropicana
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?
music yes, it all has to be in particular playlists and books no, they’re just stacked randomly
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
bright blueee
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?
you :( and a couple of people from school actually
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?
tiny little black red and purple flowers
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?
a bit eh actually, but also nice if i’m inside and in bed
68: what’s winter like where you live?
not great, just a bit grim and rainy and no snow
69: what are your favorite board games?
monopolyyyy
70: have you ever used a ouija board?
nope
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?
breakfast tea
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?
1000000% yes
73: what are some of your worst habits?
picking at the skin around my fingers and overthinking (the standard tbh)
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
newcastle born and bred sarcastic little shit who can be a bit annoying but also has a heart of gold
75: tell us about your pets!
MY LITTLE BABYYYYY Goghi is my cat - black with little white paws, a white stripe down her front and a white moustache. Softest fucking fur EVER. She has one funny eye, hates people and sleeps all day. I also have about twenty fish in the pond and two little ones in a tank inside. Varying sizes and no names
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?
a marketing assignment, the laundry and cleaning my room 
77: pink or yellow lemonade?
noooo idea..
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
fanclub. they’re one in a minion those things
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?
little things like when people come and see me i cant think of a particular example
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?
beige and nope we just painted the whole house that colour
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
*can’t remember what anyone’s eyes look like*
82: are/were you good in school?
yeah i was a pretty good student
83: what’s some of your favorite album art?
the airborne toxic event and green day’s american idiot
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
yesss but not sure yet!
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?
nope
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
i have never heard of concept albums (upon googling it appears i do like some of them, yes)
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?
3 idiots, dead poets society and kuch kuch hota hai amongst others
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
non
89: are you close to your parents?
eh
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.
Londonnn - its just….everything (but also expensive)
91: where do you plan on traveling this year?
croatia, Bosnia and Herzegovina  and hopefully a couple of other city breaks
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
drowns
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?
hair down if its straight or pony tail if its curly
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
my little cousin’s birthday was yesterday
95: what are your plans for this weekend?
stay in be all weekend drink tea and eat soup
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
procrastinate, all the time
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?
INTJ/INTP, gemini and ravenclaw
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
ncs? loved it but also hated it because i don’t like climbing
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
Current favourites: Sometime Around Midnight, Vampire Smile and Wasn’t Expecting That
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
Future - five years ago i was there and twas a bit shite
oh my god you don’t know how long those took me YOU BETTER READ THEM ALL @findinganiqa XXX
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