#hinged normalposting

[abomnibus]

You know what, nobody has muses like they used to.

Come-hither, so that I may become so irrevocably obsessed with the very thought of you that I am bewitched to my very soul with the need to create art of your essence.

#hinged normalposting #feeling the beauty of art in this chilis tonight #what even is this emotion #yearnings of eldritch vampires #do you remember when it was an actual profession to go to an artist's home and pose for them? for hours on end? #can we bring this back? #factuallydivine #18+ interaction only

[xenodelic]

Transition metaphors be like

That person isn't dead, they were me, they've always been me but only hiding beneath layers of falsehood. I spoke to them softly and held their hand, guiding them as I gently peeled back each layer and shaped them like clay until I found the Self that has been waiting to emerge all these years

VS.

Actually, that person wasn't real. It was a false idol created by a world that violently beat it into place. That person is dead, the person that never was, the person that was born a ghost and I killed them again. I killed them with syringes and scalpels and I emerged from the rotting corpse, brand new flesh hand crafted through my suffering and anger

#personal xechos #trans #gender stuff #hinged normalposting