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[kohoa]

for mental health reasons i will now be constructing a daydream in which my life is a ghibli movie and i am the female protagonist

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[kohoa]

im making pizza rolls does anyone want to share 🥺🤠

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[kohoa]

lol i cringe looking back at all of these ppl who were genuinely nice and wanted to dm me but i have the conversational skills of a rock. im so sorry im just mean and dont know how to reply :(

#like so many ppl and im just like :/ #it do make me sad a lil bit #hoa.txt #i feel like i was too young ig #also dont kno how to be a consistent friend #bc im always on and off again bc of depression #i just wish i could do more #:(((((

[kohoa]

idk how i'm going to last 4 months of this dude ive been home a month now and the self destructive thoughts are at the maxxxx

#hoa.txt #uh this is rlly bad to say ik #i dont rlly have anyone i can talk to about this #so ive been using tumblr more now to vent bc it's like shouting into empty space lol #but i feel like this is the year i relapse #i don't think i care anymore like i used to #it doesnt matter anymore to me and everything frels #*feels meaningless #this isnt me being in an emergency either lol im just becoming aware of things...... :(

[kohoa]

listening to: beach house and not ok :0

#hoa.txt #i wish someone would recognize that im not #but thats not rlly fair is it #bc i shut everyone out how could they in the first place #so my plan: i will be destroying myself again

[kohoa]

i am quite fond of yoongi

#hoa.txt #him being open abt mental health is very cool

[kohoa]

i'm gonna make a brownie in a mug just to be a lil wild yknow? just to shake things up! nothing wrong with a lil brownie 🥰

#it is 12:30 am this is my prime time ladies. #hoa.txt #just a cheeky lil fun tag #😙

[kohoa]

nothin wromg with eating a little paint :]

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[kohoa]

i have to EMAIL ppl today 🤮

#hoa.txt #absolutely sick of it luvz! #my teacher didnt submit my grades and now i have 0 credit for the class even tho i got an AAAAAAA #pls why do u do this we both know emailing is the worst

[kohoa]

do NOT put xxxtentacion in another gd playlist PLS

#hoa.txt #im j suicidal i don't wanna kms lol

[kohoa]

uh that was a weird dream.... ig the unresolved trauma is acting up again :/

#hoa.txt #literally horrible of my brain to take SLEEPING from me now #aka the only thing left i enjoy LOL

[kohoa]

bruh i thought the gamepidgeon was duolingo. like duolingo started doing 8ball

#hoa.txt #stoopid

[kohoa]

damn bro this mental illness thing rlly debilitating :/

#hoa.txt #im so angry all the time these days #if things go even slightly wrong now my brain instantly jumps to sewer side or shelf arm D: #and im constantly trying to distract myself from that but its hard when there's nothing to do #but all i do is sleep or listen to music but even that is getting tiring now #i rlly am reverting back to 2014 me and her coping mechanisms 🥴 absolutely disgusting

[kohoa]

taemin noooooo

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