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#i am not daydreaming about it because itll break my fucking heart but im content for now i think :) i like hanging out with him
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literalyl insane if my dumb feelings don't go away I'll have to start a normal normal rant tag for him I think –_–
#mine
#i feel so bad i havent talked to anyone except my group thats involved in my hyperfixation recently uwagh
#i will try to take a break tomorrow. hyperfixation doubled with guy im kind of obsessed with creates literally no time for anything else
#im still taking care of myself while being so fixated i cant move for several hours. good on me for that
#anyways anyways i tried not to be deranged today. not even fathoming romance atm im just happy i get to be around him teehee
#made me rly think about how hes been very chill with everything ive ever said to him even tho i am a little freak . which is uncommon
#i am not daydreaming about it because itll break my fucking heart but im content for now i think :) i like hanging out with him
#'im normal about him' proceeds to talk abt him on my yandere blog.
#im not feeling yanderish i just dont have another place to talk abt this stuff so here it is! bon appetite
#im not rly freaking out as much and im good at distancing myself from him. even tho idk if anything will happen im trying to
#practice controlling my insane person feelings when around him ;-; im doing good i THINK i havent been as weird
#my thoughts around him are all weird and distorted and not quite romantic (yet?) but i know that i just feel comfortable w him
#im:) im happy im enjoying. watch him get a partner immediately after this and i go batshit bc that is my freakin luck
#well it doesnt matter i had a good time while i could and thats what counts ig . had only a smidgen of hope anyways! but its ok
#i am so jaded to romance i am going to accept whatever happens and hope its atleast funny . and he finds humor in it
#n i would get to hear his horrid laugh. itd be nice. i like it its very contagious. his voice maxes my brain out in serotonin
#he was messing around w me in [hyperfixation] and i really enjoyed the attention hwuwhidhekfn made me flustered
#i was saying like Romantic CodedTM things to him and he was just giving indecisive responses but not elaborating . so who knows
#im not fretting or anything like its fun its chill i feel relaxed !! very casual stuff am having a good time. he has beautiful eyes also.
#hes so talented and knows what hes doing. and hes so freaking smart he knows so much stuff oh my god.
#i keep having repeated dreams abt him its weird fjdjfjdk. normal things to say abt ur friend btw. normal
#i think his fascination w [redacted] is so beautiful his memory is rly good too. im NORMAL i swear
#i like to cause spectacles that are memorable and funny so he pays attention to me more. i like attention from everyone but his is esp. fun
#i love my friends so much i tell them that i appreciate them everyday. i hope they know they are loved so much
#i probably just love the side of himself he chooses to show n not his authentic true self bc online stuff oh well
#tho i do feel if you spend an ungodly amnt of hrs straight with someone then you are bound to know them more intimately
#i love doing absolutely nothing with my friends and make our own fun in boredom. reminds me of my childhood
#maybe i am allowed to think abt him awkwardly patting me on the head. as a treat
#this guy reminds me of a previous love interest too except he doesnt emotionally abuse me or himself and has a freaking soul
#💿
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