#i booked an eyebrow appointment but I cant lay down without coughing my lungs out????

[thebanalone]

Every year since I turned 28 has been totally different from the last... But one thing that's consistent is that every year is worse than the last and my self esteem is constantly dropping. I don't even like seeing myself anymore. Every year someone says something about "omg this year is going by so faaast. January is just a few months awayyyy" and I realize I'm only a few months away from being a whole year older.

And then there's the people constantly making jokes about how "26 is basically expired in the desi community"... Meanwhile I'm sitting there like 🙂🙂🙂.

It's honestly exhausting.

#and every time i think ok this is it #im going back to the gym #im fixing my diet #im gonna go get my nails done #WHATEVER IT IS that I j want to do to feel better #i get sick #and stuck in bed for days #and because of my asthma my illness lingers for WEEKS #i literally just started breathing normal again #and here i am #i booked an eyebrow appointment but I cant lay down without coughing my lungs out???? #like seriously???? #p