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#i can feel my hands wanting to pet sumn and im just ''>:(((( calm down''
fluttershys-lament
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3 years
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dude my nervous tics are just getting worse aaaaa (in spanish they're called tics nerviosos so i just translated it literally lmao) (and actually they got worse the past year and then just. Stayed like that,,,,, aaaaaaaa)
#i had them since i was 9. and that's almost six years ago now nooooooo
#they just started as a single little thing. annoying? not at all. just s veeery little
#then i got over it. and after a while new ones started to come until now that i have like
#more. i dont know how many but they aren't like three or even four anymore
#i mean. they don't always like. ''activate''. just when im in zoom or another place in which i dont feel comfortable
#either because im not familiar with it. or there are lots of ppl. or idk
#but still it is ANNOYING that everytime a zoom class starts. all my tics are like the ''its showtime'' meme
#i do my best to not like. blink v hard. do weird annoying sounds with my mouth
#(did you know that you can somewhat fake a fart or sumn with your mouth closed and no hands.
#it doesnt rlly sound like that but it's the closest i can think of lmao)
#(ok back to where i was)
#or even touch an object harder or sumn because if i did it v slightly it starts to annoy me
#or if there's a faint sound. it also starts to kinda annoy me and then i want to hear music or something louder
#or also pet one one of my plushies to make me feel less uncomfortable. i dont think it rlly works tho but
#i can feel my hands wanting to pet sumn and im just ''>:(((( calm down''
#all of it stops after a while tho. but what i feel when it happens is annoyingggg i cant stand it
#how do i even stop having those tics??? my mum tells me to try and think of something else and do my best to not do em
#which i try but it doesnt work at allll
#aaaaaa
#ok i dont think i should've written a lot but ok lmao
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