#i can stop bein a downer about other things i thibk

[s3lkie2sato]

i need to quit being so negative because i cannot keep making other people arpund me so sad

#quill.txt #idk. was just looking at him and got sad over the fact i was probably making him upset #the want to be constantly negative sometimes is easily overridden by not wanting to be just another baby spouting nonsense at him #i really do think he deserves better than that #and ill be damned if i dont give him better and if i dont give him my all #thats not to say being sad is ILLEGAL now but #i can stop bein a downer about other things i thibk #i sometimes get worried i'll make this mistake one too many times. i get nervous that i might lose you #bc im being a rude little bastard about the little things #so i. would rather not do that. because i love you. and i never want to hurt you. or lash out at you. or make you feel as bad as i might #in that momemt #i want to be as gentle and patient with your heart as you have mine #your hands have been so soft and kind as you hold my heart in the palm of your hands #and i would like nothing more than to do that for you. so its time to stop bringing you down. #does this make any sense? im a little out of it. idk. #i love you. im glad i exist