#i can't fathom how people can do so much in a day aoiewfjoai i literally just did like 15 minutes of minor things and i'm OUT.

[vulpixelates]

good news: did basic self care task and cleaned a tiny bit

bad news: i now feel like my muscles are withering away and have absolutely zero spoons

time to curl up in bed for the rest of the day 😭

#i at least got a LITTLE bit of progress done on my writing before i decided it was a good idea to do A Task so i didn't ruin my streak oawie #i can't fathom how people can do so much in a day aoiewfjoai i literally just did like 15 minutes of minor things and i'm OUT. #maybe one day i'll figure out wtf is wrong w me aoiejfa #like i'm like. 90% sure it's chronic fatigue or some kind of thyroid issue? but i hate doctors 😔 #getting them to do anything but tell me to lose weight is a fucking feat that i just don't have it in me to do aoifejaoi #bitch i MISSSSS working out! i just don't have it in me 😭 i am so tired and sore all the time #and ik it's partially bc of inactivity but also it's not just that bc i BECAME inactive due to pain/low energy! but telling a doctor that.. #it's like talking to a fucking wall. they see a fat person and just stop losing their ability to practice medicine #*dykeposting #negative