#i cannot stress this enough . i was groomed into this mindset and im still undoing the damages it did to me

[selenealwayscries]

as a swiftie im blocking people who are too parasocial about taylor rn 💀 i dont care if you think im a toxic person or whatever but shes obviously dropping the til dawn tracks as a PR stunt to clean up after her mattshit insane boyfriend and herself

i also dont care if you think im jumping ship or not believing in her enough . as an ex Dream (mcyt) stan that mentality was literally taught to me by the larger fandom and i still feel its linger effects on me as a person 💀💀💀

my friends and Twitter mutuals and i were all groomed into defending an adult man against legitimate criticism im NOT doing it again for taylor . NO ONE is worth doing this for.

#moondrop.txt #taylor swift #snow on the beach #karma is a relaxing thought #matt healy #not putting too many tags cuz im not familiar with the swiftie tagging systems #i cannot stress this enough . i was groomed into this mindset and im still undoing the damages it did to me #i cannot look back at that time of my life without being genuinely horrified by how i was manipulated by a guy ive never met into defending #so much of him #youre right btw . i AM doing this out of self preservation . because no one is ever worth this much energy defending #hope this helps <3