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#i cant bring myself to pick up my guitar cuz i know ill never be good at it. it frirates me to practice.
canni-killer
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finish drawing. feel proud! see three pieces of art. i want to kill myself.
#ive been drawing for years why am i so bad
#inconsistent also
#bad AND inconsistent
#anyways did anyone see the pic i drew haha its good right
#who am i fucking kidding its awful
#everything i make art writing knitting sewing etc its all terrible
#no matter how much i practice i never improve
#i cant write either my writing is terrible
#and ive p much abandoned knitting
#i occasionally sew holes in clothes but im bad at it
#i have no fuckng skills
#i should be good at this stuff its all stuff ive been doing sonce i was a fucking child
#why is my baby cousin better at knitting than mr
#why is my cousin so much better at art when were the same age and ive been drawing longer
#i cant act either. or sing. i used to want to do musical theater but yknow
#i cant bring myself to pick up my guitar cuz i know ill never be good at it. it frirates me to practice.
#i played trombone for 2 ½ years and never got any better
#i couldn't even read a single scale and my playing was quiet and bad
#fuck
#fuck fuck fuck
#ill mever be good at anything
#im a hack. talentless. unskilled. in every way possible.
#can i find one fucking thing that im good at
#“do it for yourself!” I CANT I FUCKING CANT if no one else likes it then its not good
#and if its not good theres no point to it
#becuz its just another way in which ive failed
#i hate myself. im a disgusting failure
#and im too cowardly to even kill myself
#“im living for so and so :3” LIES LIES ITS ALL LIES IM ALIVE BECUZ IM A COWARD
#everyone else will be fine without me. maybe happier even. i just cant do it cuz im fucking scared. another gd thing im a failure at.
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