#i cant lie either its interesting reading from this and seeing her perspective on things as much as i despise royalty i am very interested

[princekirijo]

Finally getting round to reading the Scarlet Pimpernel (free eBooks my beloved) and while I am really enjoying the story and everything is pretty easy to follow, the sheer royalist tones the book has is a lot

#i mean i knew that would be in here #given that pimpernel is a noble who rescued “innocent royals/rich people” from the guillotine during the reign of terror #and the book is set in england AND france #but its still a lot lol #its honestly nice so far #im managing two chapters a day which im really really proud of considering i cant remember the last time i read a book #well ok last one i read was beowulf but that wasn't too long (version i read anyway) #this book has like 29ish chapters? idr #its also worth noting the author herself was a baroness #and that her backstory involved her fleeing to england when she was 3 because the locals rebelled against her family and burnt down #the family home #which while im sure it was justified must have been terrifying for her #i cant lie either its interesting reading from this and seeing her perspective on things as much as i despise royalty i am very interested #in the whole system if that makes sense? its just fascinating to me #i think im gonna blame tlk for this one LMAO #but yeah good so far #also yeah im sure you guys know why im reading the book LMAO #if not well im sure you could probably guess 💀 #to be fair the reign of terror was a pretty fucked up time so like i can see the need for pimpernel... somewhat #also fun fact for anyone interested but this book is actually what started the whole hero with a secret identity #and pimpernel is said to have inspired the likes of zorro and batman! #idk i just thought that was pretty cool

[wildernessuntothemselves]

I am absoltely drained emotionally and physically…

we got our grades for the year today (my average is 2 (1-6, 1 being best 6 being worst possible) which is prettyyyy good for the class im in, hopefully this will smother them unis into accepting me😏) i also had drivers licence lessons and had to deal with my family- and theyre a handfull… (but i am too who am i kidding!)

but I’ve been reading a bit on your blog to get back on track and understand all the talk thats been happening around yamqn aaaand i would have a lot of thoughts but i got no energy to say ALL of them so … here is what caught my interest most

next to the plenty spoilers you gave which were IMMACULATE to say the least!!!

How would beomgyu attempt to repent to OC? I already have a few ideas but i feel like none of it is new or different to what he's always been doing

whipping, knife play, edging!!!!! (you mentioned those) OH MY GOD … YES

I am so sorry to myself for exposing me (one kinky and sadistic wh*re here) but i THRIVE for this…. i mean it being done to oc and oc doing it to someone else.. HELLLOWW (in my dreams it would be all consented and with safe words but this is a yandere fic who am i trying to convince)

ESPECIALLY the whipping i feel like… IF oc has a lot of pent up self hatred, disgust and/or frustration cuz she is helpless…from ✨the night✨ as i will call it she could find a way to relieve that by physically hurting him, although manipulating your manipulator feels much better it is such a relief to SEE the way you can hurt the person who hurt you most (im not a psycho this is in a fanfic perspective) and that could be by seeing the whipping marks … and they look so pretty on thighs lets not lie… and nobody would see so his princely image would be kept up!) another way to see it is obviously tears, them begging or crying for you out of despair and since beomgyu is incredibly down bad for ocs love how abt denying him of any touch, words or affection✨✨✨✨ im saying tying him up so he cannot touch her in any way even when he is at his neediest, but he also cant touch himself, lovely! maybe depriving him of seeing her as well soooo …blindfold! “y/n please just let me see your pretty face, you gotta forgive me! (the entitlement again) please give me something just anything-“ beomgyu says after being edged to hell and back sobbing and nicely restrained✨✨✨“all i hear is your pathetic excuse of an apology, if you can’t say you’re sorry properly, then don’t talk at all.” aaaand GAG TIME (or is it?? you decide… his begging is nice to hear too so i wont be mad either way)

alsoooo degrading him but in the MOST HUMILIATING WAY POSSIBLE like fully looking down on him,,, he could keep whimpering how much he loves her and how deeply he regrets his actions and she can hit him with a “you look so pitiful right now” “the charming prince sobbing pathetically, what a nice view” “you think you deserve my touch after what you’ve done to me? you don’t even deserve my presence, i could leave you tied up here, drooling and needy for hours, mhh? what do you think, you’d like that right?” “you love all of me so surely you love this side of me as well, I cant do no wrong in your eyes, so how about you show me how devoted you are, hun. edge yourself for me, cmon, work yourself to the edge and desperately try to control yourself.” “im not touching you gyu, if you want relief go on, ill watch my pathetic baby trying so hard to cum”

i am absolutely getting carried away HELP

in the end all of this isnt completely against his will as well… remember the loser = lover situation where beomgyu let y/n to anything to him on stream, just so she wont leave him

YEAHHHHHH BABY,,, im sayin.. have him allow her to torment him, allow her to do all those things with the little hope she will forgive him

“if i let her use me, if she lets out her frustrations,, maybe her mind will be clear enough to see how much she loves me” so delusional its nearly cute~

and i am def being like this because I HATE HIS FUCKING ASS FOR DOING THESE THINGS TO YN AND I WANT HIM TO SUFFER BAD AND I WILL NOT FORGIVE HIS FAKE LITTLE SORRY ASS

-❄️ (showing my cruel sadistic side for a change~)

oh heyyy babe missed you

and congrats! keep up the good work.

you didn't just call it ✨the night✨ 😭😭😭

"please give me something just anything-" 🥵 definitely gonna be using that line lmao

"you love all of me so surely you love this side of me as well" simp gyu would say that yes he loves this too asdfghjltgdge

I thought about the gag thing too 😭 that way he won't be able to talk his way out of it

i'm LIVING for all of this but it seems like people are pretty anti-smut with gyu the next chapter but he is gonna fuck up again in the future (surprise) so i'm gonna bookmark this for later on 😂 and oh it's not gonna be against his will at all. he'll beg for it

#love love love every part of this #oc gonna go full sansa on his ass #get some rest dear #you deserve it #mort talks #❄️ anon