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#i could always write it down on a journal but. its 1am. im sleepy
bixiaoshi
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not having someone older than me telling me that im still young and i can still start doing things at whatever age rlly got me fucked up
#no but why do i feel im running out of time when im just 23 like im literally JUST 23
#maybe its bcs im not doing everything i want to do? maybe bcs i feel like i have limited time? idk
#maybe bcs everything is a constant u get old by the time u reach x age and u Cannot Do Stuff when u're old?
#IM SORRY FOR THE EXISTENTIAL POSTING i dont have therapy for another 3 weeks and i need it out
#i could always write it down on a journal but. its 1am. im sleepy
#idk if it has to do w the fact that i literally lost my entire teenage years to processing my dad emotional abuse or whatever
#i feel like i missed out so much and idk where to start now plus idk HOW to start and that overwhelms me and
#by not know shit abt anything makes me feel like im losing my time and w that comes the im running out of time while figuring other stuff
#and wishing i get to do what i want to do will take me nowhere but i rlly dont know where to start plus i know right now is almost
#impossible bcs i dont have like the minimum things i would need and i dont have the money either like
#asking for money is like the thing i least would want to do bcs my mom has a million other things to pay so i feel like im not rlly a
#priority. and i could always work but again. working and studying is a big nope for me so . idk where i would get money
#and u know what i feel incredibly naked and vulnerable rn and idk where im going w this so i'll just stop here. good night everyone 🫶
#jo.txt
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