#i didn't intend on leaving spn fandom but i was pretty okay with doing so

[elympios]

x2 is the best fandom for me because i rarely last long in fandoms where my views are the active majority (being part of the most popular ship or liking the most popular character etc) because in that case the activity is consistent and so i don't feel all that compelled to contribute and burn out really quickly from feeling satisfied by either canon or fandom or both

but while i'd confidently say kresniks are a fairly notable part of x2 fandom... there's like 5 people here 😂 so as a result i am compelled to contribute but i also don't feel pressured to because the fandom moves so slowly (read: not very much at all)

#i didn't intend on leaving spn fandom but i was pretty okay with doing so #once i realised the niche part of it i liked was also shared by others (tldr: weird gen bros precedes x2) #maybe if weird kresniks got more popular i'd move on too bc i'd be happy with the activity #but for now it's just barely above dead and so i'm happy marinating here like tomato soup seasoned with tears #x2 #v