#i didnt really buy anything but i got a pin w the demi flag on it

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forgot to make a post sooner afterwards but!! went to my first pride yesterday (technically 2 days ago its past midnight but shh) and i think the absolute strangest part of the experience was when i got home i took a nap

#/g #just me rambling again #frogs down bad #i went w my bf and!! it was really fun! we saw one of our friends there too for a lil bit and a few people from our school #(also i wanna note my school had a stand we literally took so long to find it but a teacher i really like was running it! so we said hi) #it was a lot of people n hot out n a lot of walking around but it was fun i think! #it was neat #i didnt end up buying anything but at one place that had free pins i got a demi flag one and one w it/its on it which :]] #im saying it was fun bc im pretty sure it was my brain cant really process any feelings on it though its weird i think its just bc i #was probably a bit overwhelmed the whole time but like. i dont mean that in a super negative way i am just a bit confused #i do think it was fun though #back to the post part tho #i wanna note that i am not someone who naps like i genuinely cannot ever sleep during the day the only exception usually being #when im really sick like physically ill otherwise it doesnt matter how tired i am i can never nap #that being said #when we got back to my house we had some food and then layed down together and like. i was out in minutes. both of us were #straight up slept for an hour i think #which is so weird to me #like im sure i needed it we had just walked around for a few hours in a loud hot VERY peopley environment but like. what?????? #that was the easiest ive gotten to sleep by far within the past week or so ive been sleeping like shit ngl so that was. even stranger #genuinely it is so weird to me #i cant nap #but i did #and it was very comfy and it was one of those naps where you k n o w you slept hard bc you wake up a lil disoriented w fabric #wrinkle prints on ur face from whatever you were sleeping on #still so strange to me #something about this silly person of mine makes my brain work different in the comfy way like there was one other time last week #i think at our friends house where we were all chilling in the middle of the afternoon and i almost fell asleep on him then as well #i do not understand my brain ngl #in regards to comfy cozy or the fact that it cannot conceptualize a legitimate feeling or opinion on the experience of going to pride

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sometimes life is just you and your dinosaur patterned tank top from the target boys section n you know what thats ok

#just me rambling again #remembered I Am Fucking Tiny at target the other week with my friends and can sometimes fit their kids stuff #so i got my new favorite shirt rn #i just think its fun im personally very upset that there arent more grown up clothes with funky dinosaurs n shit on them #generally kids shirts always have more fun #and shoes??? dont even get me started on shoes #the transgendered urge to indulge in the boy childhood things i missed out on (honestly i didnt miss out on much i was a #very rowdy kid but kids dinosaur stuff and whatnot still makes me very happy in the ik its gender roles and is bad but it is affirming way) #anyways i wore this funky shirt to pride yesterday i forgot to make a post abt going to pride im sure i will later if i remember to #it was fun! (?) for some reason in my brain i cannot find any particular feelings about it i think it was fun though :] #i didnt really buy anything but i got a pin w the demi flag on it