#i dunno anymore.. i feel like itd be refreshing for me to change blogs but i dont want to do that to anyone

[neptunite-stars]

... tired. burnout.

#i have this weird ... urge??? to make an entirely new blog and put all my art there and start over #like. like changing my identity and leaving the country type of thing and not saying goodbye #the insane urge to change absolutely everything about myself #this is not ok #whats up with that #.... also considering making new blog just for following artists i like #im insane ik but like idk what type of insane i am. ha! #im also in like a really insane burnout #i havent touched my drawing program in a week #by proxy i havent touched hiiai comic in a week #i just feel so... tired... #i want to doodle whatever the hell i want #and i want learn how to do things #but i feel like im unable to #i dunno anymore.. i feel like itd be refreshing for me to change blogs but i dont want to do that to anyone #maybe its the fact that i want to keep up with my dashboard and all the posts thats making me feel so drained all the time #+ school and homework obviously #trying to chase after everything thats happening or has happened albeit hours before is just. very tiring for me for some reason #well. maybe im getting burnout for tumblr too. i don't know yet #its all just so exhausting.... #rambles