#i exist in a quantum state of siblingness

[etherealspacejelly]

i have been every type of sibling at some point in my life and i think that explains why i am the way i am lmao

for the first 10 years of my existence, i was the youngest child. i had one brother who was 5 years older than me.

then my sister came along, and suddenly i was the middle child despite being the youngest for over half of my childhood at this point. so i spent my tween and teen years as the middle (and still am)

however. my brother is disabled. he has always struggled with stuff, dropped out of college, doesnt have a job, barely leaves the house. its not his fault at all and i really feel for him, he got screwed over by the system. but this has meant that as the next oldest child, i took over a lot of the responsibility in the house, such as chores and babysitting my sister, and i ended up doing a lot of the 'oldest sibling milestones' first like being the first to get a job, the first to go to university, the first to move out, etc.

so this means that i kinda take on the role of the oldest sibling a lot of the time, even though im technically not.

and to top it all off, both of my siblings are my half-siblings. they live with me, we grew up together, but they have different dads to me and each other. but we all share a mum. so when i go to my dads house, im an only child.

all this to say. its me. im siblings georg. my life is wild when i think about it lmao

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