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loropechika · 7 years

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road to crashing a wedding - part 4

‘love that is as lethal as a stab but as strong as the universe’

another day passed by with aya having only an empty mind during work. yet, it led to a night of more tears. the minutes were passing by slowly making them seem like it was hours. she was fixed in the floor with a heart so heavy it was impossible to get up. the previous night she went clubbing in order to dance her pain away even momentarily. and although these temporary activities worked wonders , by the time they were over they left a bad taste behind and an even more sorrowful feeling creeping around her like a snake ready to give it’s lethal bite.

she hoped for her tears to finally stop and the source that produced them to simply seize to do so for the rest of her immortal life. she had so much to think and so many conflicted thoughts it was impossible to settle in one. the pain in her chest wasn’t just her imagination, nor the fever she had or the frequent faintings. it was probably because her organism used the blacking out as a self defense mechanism. she had a limit and she had reached it more than twenty times already. and it really didn’t help that she was still in the same house that his ghost was lingering , smiling, saying to her how much he missed her or how much he loved her.

“are you still crying aya?” eriol’s familiar voice brought her out of her sorrow for the moment. she sat up and wiped her tears. “no i am not...” she replied , her voice still cracking.

“why are you lying?”

“because you came you saw and you will go tell him won’t you?” she asked him but had no answer. it was true, eriol would snitch. it was in his nature to snitch his siblings, especially if he thought it would be for their best.

“won’t you?”

“what makes you say that?” he asked her feeling offended.

“because did that last time. you went to your stupid and ugly partner in crime, whose guts i hate to love to tell him everything. you didn’t have to tell him i was going clubbing, just the things i said. you should be ashamed. both of you,” she started getting angry again.

“you need a change of scenery. come with me. i will take you to the most calming place in nireido.” he offered his hand to her.

aya looked at his hand indifferent to take it but desperate to find some kind of peace so she could sleep she reached out. and the two of them disappeared once the harmless flames engulfed them.

the next moment aya was in front of a waterfall, sitting down on a fluffy green ground. “where are we?”

“somewhere close to the palace of those bubbleheads.”

“what? bubbleheads? oh you mean the water fairies?” she asked as her appearance changed to her normal fairy form. that was when her brother could finally see exactly how sick his sister was. her wings were even disappearing almost and her skin instead of white it had a faint taint of grey. and the eyes that were supposed to be scarlet were orange.

“have you been taking the medicine i gave you?”

“not often.....” she admitted looking away from him.

“aya you can’t do that. what you have is a very serious disease for us fire fairies. you will end up losing your wings!”

“i don’t need my wings. i don’t need anything i just want yooyoo...” she said while she stared at the waterfall.

“aya, take the medicine right now! right now!” he said raising his voice.

“fine! but my powers are still wonky. do it for me...” she said sighing softly , the movement of that waterfall certainly had a calming effect.

eriol gave her the medicine she had to take and then waited to see her wings being normal again. the female fairy sighed and reained in silence while her brother sat by her side to hold her hand.

“i want to stay here for a while but ... i don’t want to run into him... even if i miss him ...”

“he doesn’t come here often, he is preparing for the forced wedding."

“so he will do it huh? he will get married?” she asked in an angry tone.

“seems like it.. if all goes as his father hopes.”

“does his father look like him?”

“eh ... yes.”

"like father like son. mkaing stupid decisions. must run in his veins. do we have veins?”

“of course we do. stupid question.”

“i never studied our anatomy. excuse you dumbhead.”

“what are you angry about?”

“everything. everything. show me the woman he picked i’m curious.” she said and so eriol created the hologram for her that came from his memory of the lady.

“she is ugly. how old is she?”

“only 300.”

“and old too. what does she do?”

“she is a dutchess.”

“not even a princess? tsk tsk tsk.”

“all the princesses are taken , with the exception of you.”

“TOO BAD!”

“seems your tears stopped and your wings are back to normal now.. like your eyes.”

“who cares about that. listen. when is the wedding?”

eriol hesitated to say it.

“it’s on the ... tenth day of the dry season.” it was the best way to answer it safely.

“earth date?”

“...... september 14.”

“WHAT?! is he doing it on purpose? getting married on my birthday? what for? WHAT FOR?”

“his father decided it.”

“of course, like father like son. i forgot!” she sighed heavily wondering what to do.

“you can’t do anything now. and he is stupid as you say so...”

“stupid is really a small world. tell him that his brain flew out of his skull! tell him that that ... i’m running out of creative swears... that his eyeballs are spinning like a demon’s and tell him that i hope his new wife will cheat on him every day with a hundred men at the same time! and he will be the laughing stock of everyone for being the cheated idiot prince ..yooyoo....” and her voice softened again when he said the name and his cute smiled creeped out of her memory.

“just tell him i love him... wait!” she took out of her pocket her mobile phone to record it “i love you yooyoo” she said in her most loving tone possible then handed the phone to her brother. “give it to him.”

"okay...”

“tell him that i will continue to be in this pain he has condemned me until i can feel something else other than anger and sadness.” she wiped her tears and looking at the waterfall once again she finally started to settle her thoughts. it was like magic. he was going to get married and she didn’t like the idea at all. that wedding should be stopped... that was the main idea, but to do that she would have to restore her powers to the same terrifying level as before. how? there was only one way. she would have to continue sitting in front of the waterfall to find strong resolution and the final boost towards the forgiveness. it was either that or losing the idiot forever and the truth was, at that moment she couldn’t imagine her life continueing like this, without him.

#aya;verse #aya;self;para

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