#i give up on these fuckass tags bruh

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

At the basic point I am at learning Welsh putting every ounce of brain power and at least 2 hours of study a day within 2 months I was already able to construct complex sentences in Spanish with a single 1 hour high school class a week and I still don’t know Spanish for shit lmao I cannae give up on everything (even though I do) but fuck man I’m bad at this it’s so joever

#something something children learn better brain elasticity whatever but too bad i have fuckin auditory processing disorder!! fuck!!! #i hate autism #<- lmao gr8 tag #i cannae even understand english spoken half the fuckin time FUCK #and i just gave up on spanish like a puss bag even though it would objectively better my life #and multiple of my best friends have offered to speak it with me but i’m such a pussbaby i get too embarrassed #or learning any goddamn marketable skill in my field i’m languishing in ‘cause i can’t even speak welsh with anyone in this fuckass country! #fuck!!!! #personal #i’m failing spectacularly this is so hard #anyway my job was chill today so that’s smth and everyone’s nice #i just like to complain #i don’t wanna give up but i already know so much more spanish and i’m surrounded by people who not only speak it but don’t speak english lma #*lmao (fck character limit) #cymraeg #cymru #welsh language #i’m bad at this #spanish #spanish language #find this later miracle aligner #<- so i can make fun of myself #200 hours to learn spanish vs 1000 hours bruh i’ve tried learning spanish for at least 2k hours if not more of my life stop lying like this #i am functionally deaf goddammit #oh ffs i’m trying to remember a sentence in spanish and now that’s gone too because my brain only has so much room FUCJ #*fuck