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spitblaze · 19 days
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Eh. I guess I was thinking about the 'would you crack a potential transfem's egg' question from the wrong angle, yeah. Lemme try this again.
New answer: I, personally, am abysmal at picking up hints so I tend to be cautious about this kind of thing anyway. But if it gets to the point that even I can identify it, encourage them to explore gender identity, remind them that not wanting to be their agab is the only real requirement for identifying as anything else. I don’t think it's my place to tell someone point blank 'I think you’re a woman' unless they are talking SPECIFICALLY about how they want to be a woman. I'm nonbinary myself, I know how bad it sucks for people to tell you that you're actually a binary gender, you just haven't realized it yet or whatever. Make it clear that whatever conclusion they come to is fine, don't press the issue too hard if they get upset. Sometimes people aren't quite ready and that’s fine, it's just something they gotta work through on their own, but remind them that I'm there if they need support or guidance, and I can direct them to people who know more about the transfem experience than I do if that's what they need.
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moon-yeongjun · 4 years
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“Tae-yah, I love you, but this is a stupid dream.” || Moon Bros
Summary: June 5-- Tae asks for permission to get a nipple piercing and then wants boy and friend advice, thus torturing Jun. This is very funny. 
@moon-yeongtae
Tae: hey so would u ever sign a paper so I could get my nipples pierced and not tell eomma?
Jun: what the hell
Jun: why would you want to do something so absurd
Tae: bc it looks cool?
Jun: aiya
Jun: look i dont think that is something we could hide from eomma for forever
Jun: cant you just wait a year and a half you'll be 18
Jun: then you can do whatever horrible body mutilation to yourself that you want
Tae: maybe
Tae: but if I really wanted to you'd sign it right?
Tae: :)
Jun: i dont think so
Jun: i am not going to go behind eomma's back
Jun: then you'll get me in trouble
Tae: :(
Tae: i could tell her I forged ur signature if she found out
Jun: no
Jun: this is a waste of your money anyway
Jun: if you still want it at 18 then you get it then
Tae: my friends are gonna get piercings
Tae: all three of them
Jun: oh u going to buy drugs if all your friends buy drugs
Tae: no
Tae: but I also don't want drugs
Jun: well why do u want nipple piercings anyway are you trying to be a pirate eh
Jun: a drug lord
Tae: maybe
Tae: im actually starting my own biker gang
Jun: all the more reason for me to say no
Tae: why can't u support my dreams hyung
Jun: tae yah i love you
Jun: but this is a stupid dream
Tae: wow
Jun: someone needs to tell you
Jun: that someone is me
Tae [hours later]: Hyung
Tae: on a scale from 1 to 10, 1 being u actually like it and 10 being u want to shoot urself in the face
Tae: how do u feel about me talking to u about boys
Jun [deleted]: 씨-발
Jun: a 5
Tae: ok so like an 8
Jun: i said a 5 didnt i
Tae: 5 means u have no feeling one way or the other lmfao that's impossible u have an opinion about everything
Jun: if you tell me you want to get your nipples pierced for a boy i am at a 10 how about that
Tae: haha no that would be just for me ;)
Jun: right
Jun: the answer to that is still no
Tae: no i was actually going to talk about how i'm never going to date anyone in my whole life and i might as well become a monk
Jun: oh well personally i think that is a good life decision
Jun: monks are well respected
Jun: i am also probably going to become a monk
Tae: yeah why don't u get laid more tbh
Tae: all my friends talk about how hot u r so i mean u probably look alright
Jun: i am now at a 7
Jun: we're not supposed to be talking about my sex life
Jun [deleted]: also you should get new friends they are not allowed to come over anymore IN WITH THE NEW OUT WITH THE STUPID
Tae: ugh
Tae: im depressed
Jun: okay
Jun: because you think you're never going to date?
Tae: no
Tae: bc i can't date nemo
Jun: why not
Jun: he likes boys too
Jun: does he not like you?
Tae: apparently louie had a crush on me this whole time
Tae: and thinks we are assholes
Jun: oh wait im remembering this
Jun: we did talk about it
Tae: yes
Tae: and like
Jun: i told you to tell him to shut up
Tae: he's just now starting to talk to us again
Jun [deleted]: first of all i cant believe you have so many gay friends is everyone just gay now
Tae: and nemo is a really good person and cares
Tae: about louie's feelings
Jun: so you'er saying he wont date you because he does not want to upset his other friend
Tae: yea
Jun: im not really sure what you want from me here i dont really do relationship advice
Tae: ok
Jun: it seems to be that louie is being selfish and you should just date
Jun: right? is that crazy?
Jun: and if he is going to not talk to you well he is a terrible friend anyway good riddance
Tae: that's a little bit how i feel
Tae: i also see nemo's side
Tae: but the longer it goes on
Tae: the more i just really don't give a fuck what louie says
Jun: you shouldnt give a fuck about him but i guess you should care what nemo says since he still has to agree to date you
Tae: u said fuck lmao
Jun: ive said fuck many times before
Tae: yeah but i was expecting u to yell at me about my language lol
Tae: anyway
Tae: i want to kick louie in the mouth and date nemo
Tae: and im depressed bc i can't do that
Tae: bc i really really like him
Tae: a lot
Tae: so much
Jun [deleted]: well thats nice... no what the fuck do u say to someon
Jun: ah well im sorry tae yah that your friends are both equally stupid for different reasons
Tae: im moving to texas
Tae: that's like one of the only states i know
Jun: i hear things are worse there
Jun: you should move to new york thats where everyone goes
Jun: personally would hate it but
Jun: i dunno, lots of gay people are there
Tae: like city?
Jun: yes sure
Tae: that shit is too big
Jun: aiya now i will yell at you for your language
Tae: can i stay home from school tomorrow lmao
Jun: what? no
Jun: there is no good erason for you to miss school
Tae: it's to stop me from killing a skinny white boy
Jun: not good enough your education is most important
Jun: a little murder never hurt anyone
Jun: but missing school? terrible tragedy
Tae: except the dead guy
Jun: well in a way you're doing him a favour if you think about it
Jun: he doesnt have to go to school anymore
Jun: but you do
Tae: omg
Tae: that's a good reason to keep him alive i guess
Tae: so he has to suffer
Jun: there we go
Jun: other ways to get revenge
Tae: he's being such a little bitch baby too
Tae: UGH
Jun: yes just get it out 
now
Tae: did u know he's not even looking at me
Tae: like he won't
Tae: he looks off to the side and like doesn't speak actual words to me
Tae: he will text when we are in a group and acknowledge me there
Tae: that's it
Jun: thats very immature
Jun: weird way to treat a crush if u want them to like u back too but thats neither here nor there
Tae: what he is basically doing is making sure i will never like him back probably bc why would i like someone who can't like
Tae: talk about what is bothering them
Tae: and instead ignores me
Jun: well i dont know i definitely wouldnt
Tae: and like we have talked about it
Tae: but he basically said i was a dick and i should leave him alone
Tae: so the whole thing  pisses me off i hate it
Jun: well maybe you should
Jun: let him get over it or whatever
Tae: i am
Tae: im not being pushy it just sUCKS
Jun: well i saw a lot of people in my year date and break up over and over
Jun: the good thing is he will get over it and you will all forget about it
Jun: then you and nemo can date if thats what you want
Tae: yeah
Tae: when u come home can u bring some nectarines
Jun: what am i a delivery boy
Jun [deleted]: yes yeong junnie
Jun: fine
Tae: thank u hyungie
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i-amusemyself · 7 years
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All 100 Questions.
Bloody hell okay thank you!!! 😄😄😄
1. Is a kiss considered cheating?Yeah, Id say so.
2. Have you ever faked orgasm?Aint never had anyone to fake it with 😂 Ngl tho its the sort of thing id do (which is terrible i know)
3. If you could have one super power, what would it be?Mind reading.
4. Do you think youre gonna be rich in 7-8-9 years?I’d be worried if I didnt have more money than I have now, but idk.
5. Tell us some funny drunk story?Oh jeez erm, I don’t really have any 😂 My friends occasionally remind me of the time at the school christmas ball one of the business teachers turned up and I quickly ran away while aggressively whispering “oh no he knows im a lesbian, aimee told him”.
6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?We work better as friends, its less stressful.
7. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?See I’m really torn with this question. Part of me thinks itd be nice just to go in my sleep, with a heart attack or something. Its quick and painless you know.But equally I wonder if it would be better to maybe, like, have something where I knew I was gonna die. Because then I’d have time to try and do everything on my bucket list and say goodbye to everyone. Also maybe at that point I’d welcome death lmao.
8. What are your current goals?Idk? Im waiting on A level results which I really hope I’ve done well in.I hope to make lots of new friends at uni and learn how to look after myself quickly I guess. I dont know.
9. Do you like someone?I like a lot of people 😆
10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?Im really not sure??? There arent many people I expect anything from and even then my standards are pretty low. So like, I dont really get disappointed by people, only occasionally by situations.
11. Do you like your body?I could hate it a lot more, but I wouldnt say I’m happy with my body or general appearance. I struggle a lot with my features and my weight and the scars I have (which is ridiculous but thats what mental illness is)
12. Can you keep a diet?I mean if I wasnt on the diet im on rn (with lots of restrictions) id probs be in hospital ��
13. If the whole world was listening to you right now, what would you say?Honestly id pass out under the pressure of it 😂 idk, id tell them all to take a chill pill but no one would listen.
14. Do you work?Nah, i had 3 jobs at once last yeah but now I’ve ended up with none.
15. If you could choose only one food to eat for the rest of your life what would it be?Either garlic bread or chocolate I cant decide!
16. Would you get a tattoo?I’m v much planning on getting one in the near future so yh!!
17. Something you dont mind spending all your money on?Plane tickets.
18. Can you drive?Yeah! I havent driven since I passed my test, but hopefully I havent forgotten how to that quickly!
19. When was the last time someone told you youre beautiful?…I cant remember. Thats depressing (not that I blame them).
20. What was the last thing you cried for?Argh I have no idea why I was crying, my brain just wasnt doing its job so everything made me stressed and sad.
21. Do you keep a journal?I keep a blog for diary posts but besides that nah
22. Is life fun?If you allow it to be, yeah
23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?Tf is that supposed to mean? I guess if you know the person well it is.
24. Whats your dream car?I dont know about Dream Car, id have to research it loads to decide what my absolute fave it. Although rn I’d really love a ‘67 VW beetle bc theyre small and cheap on insurance 😂
25. Are grades in school important?My own grades are super important to me, (to the point its probably unhealthy) but in terms of how the people around me do, it doesnt really matter to me. I mean, I want everyone to do well, but I dont judge people based on it.
26. Describe your crush.She’s funny and all around awesome and interesting and good at deep convos and beautiful and way out of my league.
27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?The last one I read called The Bell Jar. It was unlike anything I’ve ever read and made me think about a lot of things. Also I related a lot with the main character.
28. What was your last lie?Eh, probably “im fine”.
29. Dumbest lie you ever told?Idk?? I only keep track of the good lies 😉
30. Is crying in front of people embarrasing?It shouldnt be but yeah, I try my best not to.
31. Something you did and are proud of?Umm, idk im p proud of playing basketball and representing my region/training with england. But i quit that so 👏 dicks out for my regrettable decisions 👏
32. Whats your favourite cocktail?Never had one
33. Something you are good at?Annoying people and being clingy 😂 also maths ig
34. Do you like small kids?It depends on the child, the day of the week, the lunar cycle, my menstrual cycle, how hungry I am…Yh legit sometimes I hate them sometimes I love them.
35. How are you feeling right now?Great omg I just got my best friend to watch mamma mia and now shes high on life next to me.
36. What would you name your daughter/son?🤐 there are a couple of names for girls I like and like 2 boys names? But i dont wanna say bc theyre embarrasing.
37. What do you need to be happy?Good company, good food and possibly music.
38. Is there someone you want to punch in the face right now?Theres always at least 3 people I would love to punch 😂
39. What was the last gift you recieved?My best friend got me a necklace and I almost cried its so beautiful
40. What was the last gift you gave?The gift of my company @only-slightly-dangerous 😉😉😉
41. What was the last concert you went to?I went to to see Amber Run in february
42. Favourite place to shop at?Um, as in shop? A place called blue banana probs (england’s hot topic smh)
43. Who inspires you?Kaitlyn Alexander bc they helped me to understand who I am and how I feel and to be loud and proud about it.And Luke Cutforth bc he’s so open about his mental health and struggles with self harm but hes so happy now.
44. How old were you when you first got drunk?18 lmao
45. How old were you when you first got high?It aint happened yet (and i dont really want it to)
46. How old were you when you first had sex?It aint happened yet smh
47. When was your first kiss?As far as im concerned never
48. Something you want to do until the end this year?What….does this mean….? Idk???
49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadnt done?It’s more stuff I wish I had done tbh. I suppose I said things I shouldnt have or got too involved in drama, but you kinda need all that secondary school shit to learn from it
50. Post a selfie.Lmao nah fam
51. Who are you most comfortable around?My best friend by a mile. Privacy who?
52. Name one thing that terrifies you.Abandonment without explanation.
53. What kind of books do you read?Anything non fiction about medicine/being a doctor/disease/psycopaths.Besides that whatever has been recommended.
54. What would you tell your 12 y/o self?1. Youre gay2. You and I both know you arent joking about being “a dude trapped in a girls body” stop laughing it off and confront it.3. Stand up for yourself.4. Chill out.5. Laugh a lot more omg
55. What is your favourite flower?It’s between petunias and roses
56. Any bad habits you have?Not answering peoples messages unless theyre Certain Person A or Certain Person B.
57. What kind of people are you attracted to?Ones that are out of my league and could kick my ass apparently. Also ones that are kind, listen and think a lot I guess
58. What was the last thing you cried for?Already answered
59. Is there something you dont eat? A food that truly disgusts you?I dont eat loads of stuff bc my guts hate me 😂 but besides all that I’m actually the worlds least picky eater. The only thing I dont like is raw tomato. Thats it.
60. Are you in love?I wish
61. Something you find romantic?All the clichés ngl 😂 just anything that says “i love you” or “i was thinking about you” really
62. How long was your longest relationship?Like 4 months? Barely long term.
63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?Oh jeez i hate these theyre so stereotype-y1. Bitching2. Not supporting each other3. ….?
64. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?1. Not supporting each other2. Massive egos3. Yelling
65. What are you saving money for?Uni so I dont starve to death!
66. How would you describe your bad side?Hmm, idk, it depends what someone did to get on my bad side. I’d say stubborn, bitter and angry tho usually.
67. Are you actually a good person? Why?I could be wrong but I think so long as someone has morally good intentions they are usually a good person, whether they always succeed or not. So yeah, I like to think I am.
68. What are you living for?My friends and the hope I have for my future.
69. Have you ever done anything illegal?Piracy? Thats it.
70. Do you like your money?….did I type this question wrong or??
71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?Okay, the honest answer? Yeah. When I was a lot younger and less mature and someone said something that hurt me, I tried to retaliate with equally hurtful comments. I like to think I wouldnt do that now.
72. Ever sent nudes?Lol no
73. Have you ever cheated on someone?Hell no
74. Favourite candy?All candy hates me 😂
75. Is there a blog you visit everyday or almost every day? Tag them.Yeah @oneshappyplace knows I regularly spam her with notes in search or Quality Memes (im so sorry)
76. Do you play any computer games? Whats ur fave?Nah, as if I have time 😂
77. Favourite TV series?Argh I canny choose? I love the IT Crowd, I love supernatural, I love Sherlock, I love in the flesh…
78. Are you religious? Does God exist?I’m not religious and personally I don’t believe there’s a god or higher power but I could be wrong.
79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?The Bell Jar. See 27.
80. What do you think about vegetarians and veganism?I respect it I guess? At one point I was p much a vegetarian until I had to restrict my diet sooo. Tho I could never be one now, let alone a vegan.
81. How long have you been on tumblr?Too long 😂😂😂 Like 3 or 4 years?
82. Do you like chinese food?Love it!
83. McDonalds or Subway?(Never been to subway so) McDonalds.
84. Vodka or Whisky?(Never had whisky so) Vodka.
85. Alcohol or Drugs?(Never had drugs so) Alcohol.
86. Ever been out of your country?I’m currently in the USA so yeah 😂
87. Meaning behind your blog name?It’s p self explanatory and also v true
88. What are you scared of?Abandonment, deep water, knives, toys with battery packs.
89. Last time you were insulted?Ugh, probs like when I met up with a load of school friends for our leaver’s ball.
90. Most traumatic experience?I’d rather not answer that lmao (plus itd take a long time to type)
91. Perfect date idea?Chilling and listening to each other’s favourite songs while coexisting and eating fast food 😂 that or ikea ngl
92. Favourite app on your phone?Tumblr. Even though I hate it, it also keeps me sane.
93. What colour are the walls in your room?White and blue.
94. Do you watch youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?I love so many youtubers omg. Lukeisnotsexy, mileschronicles, realisticallysaying and filthy frank are faves
95. Share your favourite quote.Pick your fights.
96. What is the meaning of life?To live life to the fullest so youre happy and have minimal regrets. Also to be kind and helpful so even if you dont change the world you might help someone else to.
97. Do you like horror movies?I think….? But I’m not good at watching them alone 😂
98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?Eh…again, would rather not answer (we got some nice supressed memories here)
99. Do you feel lucky or special in any way?I’m still totally in awe of how lucky I am to have met my best friend from 3000 miles away. Like, the probability of it was so so slim and yet here we are.
100. Can you keep a secret?I think so yh! It’s something that I consider super important.
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diomdes · 7 years
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all questions for the ask thing!! (or just the ones you would like to answer)
ahhh let’s do this !!! 
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
probably? i haven’t smoked a cigarette yet but i could prob last without giving it a go (i do like occasionally smoking a tobacco pipe tho, like a hobbit)
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
im single ive always been single bc im Abhorrent 
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
id prob say “shit u right” cos im vain :/ but honestly it would make me v happy !!! i just. don’t know how to respond to compliments lmao
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
nope!
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
eh, on and off. i dont know a lot of ppl i wanna date
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
goin to psych class and thats like, it
7: Do you want to be single?
not really but c’est la vie
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
i stayed in 
9: How late did you stay up last night?
FUCK i was up til like 5am
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
sure can :~)
11: Last three things you had to drink?
water, coffee, and either wine or a smoothie whom can say 
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
i pretend to like people almost every day cos i work in customer service 
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
eh, not really? except for if i ever said that to my grandma lmao she’s. evil
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
nah
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
depends honestly?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
bitch i am ALWAYS single lmao ! i was like. emotionally enveloped by someone but i wouldnt go so far as to call it a romantic entanglement
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
i was just waking up honestly my life is a mess
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
NAH 
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
nope i love wine so much 
20: What would you name your future daughter?
im not sure but i like the name august? i like unisex names a lot idk
21: Do you miss anyone?
yeah :/ shouldnt tho
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
i dont even interact with ppl and u expect me to be Kissing people....
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
whom is kiss
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Nope they are ALL OVER my face
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
ohhhhh my god so many times
26: Who did you last see in person?
my mom cos she’s sitting right across from me rn
27: Are you listening to music right now?
i am not but i would like to be
28: What is something you currently want right now?
to be not in a geo class and also to have all of my homework done and to know Everything but that’s asking for a little much
29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
i think just the single word ‘bitch’ but i could be wrong
30: How is your heart lately?
she’s confused but that’s normal
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
very very rarely
32: Are you wearing socks?
i Am
33: What do people call you?
britt or brittany usually
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
prob not
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
my life is a stressful situation, thanks to that Anxiety
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
NoBody
37: Did you do something bad today?
i procrastinated a lot and have like 7 hrs of hw to do tonight so like. i guess that
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
a while i dont really hug people
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
oh my god yeah
40: Will you sing today?
i was singing tainted love while i was driving earlier so yep
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
this is so vague but yes absolutely
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
usually nancy or blaire tbh? or my buddy brianna. or m’mom
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
nope!
44: What are you listening to right now?
the bachelor lmao
45: What is wrong with you right now?
cannt focus on shit
46: What is on your wrists right now?
a hair bow on one wrist and a little band my therapist gave me on the other (for CBT things) 
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
goodwill lmao
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
depends on the mood honestly ! but usually im more about hot chocolate
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
nah
50: Are you a good artist?
n o lmao
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
that’s what ive heard !
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
NO
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
i sure have
54: Do you have trust issues?
uhhhm. sometimes
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
ive skyped all night with someone but they arent shit so
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
listen 
57: Do you use chap stick?
religiously 
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
lmao Yeah
59: Do you have a little sister?
nah nah 
60: Have you ever been to New York?
yes ! i love ny :>
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
yeah i guess
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
i. think so?
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
staring at a fire in the fireplace doing literally nothing 
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
l ma o no
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
ye
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
odysseus? yeah
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
jkfgm,dfsd,mnmfd i havent kissed anyone in the last five DECADES
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
prob alone? just cos im not the biggest fan of touchin
69: Will next Friday be a good one? 
prob not cos i fucking Work
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iwishnomore · 5 years
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there are mostly civilians in the camp people and kids that wouldnt be able to defend themselves well so V gets put there with a handful people to keep an eye out for them and
the camp gets in trouble with some other grp that take their supplies away before they can pick them up
so these people seem to have their base close to that camp and V being V wants to investigate and see if these guys are just talking big or if they really can take the camp out like they say if the camp doesnt pay to get THEIR OWN STUFF back sneaking her way to those people its not only clear that these guys are full of shit- but they also have beef with each other in their own little gangster grp
she witnesses how they basically ruin themselves drinking, fighting and taking their compadres out so problem solved itself u may think as V suprise hits the last guy standing who is just happy he has a lot of shit to live off of
so while she checks how much of the supplies these greasy guys had their hands on already she gets surprised by a RANDOM LOL patrol of aliens (what kawa u drunk go home)
seems those guys had their stuff a little too close to a checkpoint and the noise they made when they killed each other resulted in alien troops coming to check what the shit is going on
So far, V’s day is a rollercoaster of ups and downs she gets wounded on her leg but manages to take out 2 out of 3 aliens
hunter shows up and oh boi does she like him but also she does not trust him bc the last time he just dissappeared after she helped him and he helped her and now she thinks that he might just go ahead and kill her rollercoaster down so to speak he shoots the last alien saying something along the lines of ‘this one I am taking care of myself~’ meaning her, obv and she thinks its her last seconds lol so while she scrambles backwards and he casually walks towards her ANOTHER PERSON SHOWS UP
so in case u cant already tell from my rambling: ASSASSIN shows up- turns out hunter has ignored the elders call and she came to check up on her annoying brother lol he reacts quickly, making sure she doesnt notice V V IS HELLA CONFUSED BUT WHY NOT while they 'talk things out’ (rather get onto each others throat pretty much immediately) she takes her leave slowly and bleeding bc of that darn wound on her leg she tries to stop the bleeding and cover her tracks
not trusting her own ability and fearing that she might get followed anyways once her absence at the scene is noticed she avoids going straight to the camp doing all the indiana jones things she even wades thru a friggin river ….that rollercoaster keeps spiraling down eh?
tired, scared, bleeding and now also soaking wet and without her jacket bc thats what she used to get rid of the blood that might drip from her leg, pants,shoes whatevs and the supplies still are theoretically lost meh so she ends up exhausted somewhere in the woods like at this point V doesnt even care? she’s gonna do something …right after she rested her eyes for a minute mind u u.u bad idea
no amount of wading thru water and trying not to bleed everywhere helped and who shows up with the most satisfied shit eating grin under the sun? aye u might have guessed it hunter wastes no time telling her all the things she did wrong while funnily enough he also without explanation or anything he just inspects her wound and does some funny psi stuff this rollercoaster is confusing V is angry, she is pissed at herself and him of course- scolding her and gloating abt how she messed up but she is also confused af werent they done with helping? shoudltn he be just …skinning her alive or some shit since thats what they say he did to some people or maybe roast her
on a kebab stick but there he is
numbing the pain in her leg somehow and deciding that she needs to get somewhere else if she had more energy she might have tried to resist
but as things are nothing stops him when he picks her up (not elegantly in the least i might mention) and starts off to who knows where
so however much time passes V has no idea but it feels like not more than 5 minutes have gone by….then again…who knows…she might have fallen unconscious somewhere along the way
she gets plopped down and its soft wherever this is it looks better than anything she knows
she is so dumbfounded by her surroundings she doesnt even talk back at first when he tells her to get out of the wet clothes
she’s in the middle of stripping down all the while still oggling the room with the sleek surfaces and the outrageously comfy looking bed…how dare they…whoever owns this place should get beaten with a stick
so before her undies fall she snaps out of her thoughts and wants to yell at him Buuuut he is nowhere to be sen seen* ok so off with the undies
V wraps herself in a blanket and (WHY IS IT SO SOFT HOW DARE THEY)
V is still taking in the room wrapped in that blanket, her clothes sprawled over a now-not-pristine-white-anymore chair this room looks pretty but empty like someone had planned to live here
its pretty and empty and although the matress she sits on is insultingly cozy and the blanket a dream come true….its still cold and V has to make a concious effort to stop her teeth from chattering where the fuck did 'he’ go tho for a moment V imagines complete strangers entering the room to see a freezing V sitting on their bed and wrapped in their blanket
thats funny almost the whole situation is ridiculous
V is ready to walk back to that chair and wring herself into those wet clothes again
leaving this place and probably dying of hypothermia outside sounds just as bad as sitting here and waiting for kingdom come this is way too similar to the last time she was stranded with this guy speaking of which maybe he already left
with her bare feet she slowly tip taps thru the room, checking windows and closets and making her way to the only door in sight the second her fingers make contact with the handle the door opens
'gotcha. nessing with the doors again.’ messing* (lol jk) no lights for now he says but the place will warm up eventually theres electricity
he somewhat inores her °_° face and walks past her and she cringes when she realizes he goes straight to her stuff V almost trips over herself to make sure he cant get a hold of anything what are you doing making sure these will dry- or would you rather have them stay wet I dont mind you like this [insert rude smile here] so the clothes get taken care of
its still cold V is still confused by his charitable behaviour wtf is he thinking wtf is SHE thinking she completely forgot abt the whole 'he is gonna kill me’ story so, with newly found waryness she starts asking questions why help me why follow me why not kill me
whose place is this we gotta remember last time they met was when she helped him and he taunted her
and she bluntly spat out that she doesnt know why she does it but whats so wrong with that- maybe she just cant help it- maybe its not her fault she likes this guy so he pulls up a chair in front of her, sits down on it, his arms on the back of it whats so wrong with that i cant help it- its your fault
nothing else he grins he is fucking crazy and V isnt so sure but it almost felt like he could have said he liked her she huffs
i could have killed you countless times you snuck right thru those wannabes today like it was nothing but you wouldnt do that to me (ah so he had watched her? hello stalker how are u today) just like u cant hide your tracks or take care of yourself
her motions at her- probably talking abt her leg which is not helaed just not hurting bad very bad in fact bed and blanket have a nice new decal in rusty red by now (I SHOULD GET BETTER AT SHIT LLIKE THIS BUT WHATEVS)
'so you dont kill me you rather lecture me abt how unable i am to stay alive by myself?’ V is showing her best side today but oh well
maybe its the rollercoaster maybe its the whole situation
so V is ready to argue but hunter isnt in the mood lol he rather laughs at how its so easy to get her riled up
and he gets over to her mentioning something about her big ego in such a tiny body no wonder she got in trouble before he gets uncomfortably close but only to take care of her leg AGAIN
this time she struggles because 1 she is shamefully aware of her nudity under that blanket 2 he has zero problems pushing her from left to right as if she was a doll not funny so he manages to take care of the wound (i will just claim that he can do it with psi so ….pls dont slaughter me) and it only leaves a thick line of fresh pink skin on her leg- no wound but that pink skin is not nearly as pink as her face would be…if it wasnt so cold
seems the warmth he spoke abt earlier is still not coming around?
he had helped her with warmth before so why not do it again only this time she has no clothes and if he hasnt seen her blue lips from the cold he has definitely felt how icy her leg still was so off goes the armor
after the armor drops his hood drops he even takes off that sleeveless shirt
okay now Vs face definitely gets SOME shades pinker and not bc she is suddenly feeling less cold 'what the hell are u doing she scoots as far back on the bed as possible but OH MAN DOES SHE STARE
this guy is toned no weird alien anatomy apart from a slight difference in proportions but man lean and toned no wonder he picked her up like an acorn or a feather or whatever else V can come up with as a comparison 'so shy all of a sudden’ its true
V is staring with big eyes but not a single word comes out of her mouth as he comes closer he is not completely unclothed and its not like she hasnt seen men before but its different when u have to admit that u wanted to see something…and then like it too much when u do although u really neither shouldnt want to see it nor like it should/shouldnt whatever V knows this is wrong on more than one level
last time he’d had the blanket and she had bedgrudgingly come to him this time she has the blanket
and she wishes she could hide in it
she tenses up as his chest touches her cheek and his arms pull her close. he says something about deja vu and her being like a stray kitten but V doesnt listen last time his clothes had been like a shield between them this time her cheek presses against his skin
so they are, once again, in this position
V finds herself relax after a while bc feeling him like this and having the scent of his skin in her nose is getting her drowsy her head is filled with clouds and there is this incredibly need to nuzzle into him how to resist this is the most cruel seven minutes in heaven she has ever taken part in normally this would feel like the moment to do all the things and her heartbeat is saying just that nuzzle deeper breathe in this scent some more feel his skin
put your arms around this man instead she sits there like a marble statue but if she brushes her cheek against his skin just a little bit he wont notice right? he wont notice if she inhales a tiny bit longer than neccessary right?
would he notice if she moved a little, not much, just to feel his warmth some more and to lean into this not-really-embrace some more? shifting carefully and only a little was the plan
but when she feels his hands on her back move as well —her body moves as if on its own and she stretches and shifts enough to bury her face in the nape of his neck. …good job V. Very subtle she can barely hold back from sighing
it doesnt matter tho bc as if some silent agreement between them took place right as her fingertip gingerly move across his collarbone and to his jawilne one of his hands finds the back of her neck and guides her u.u and it happens no taunting no arguing no words at all
just warmth and silence and locked lips in a kiss
one kiss becomes two kisses three four each one greedier than the one before
bodys pressing against each other as if trying to melt into each other, hands roaming and breathless sighs gasping for air
V’s arms are wrapped around his neck, the blanket she was holding onto forgotten, her mind a mess, filled with the haze of want and a deep longing for his touch skin aginast skin
he is either gifted with natural talent or simply knows how to kiss and touch his hands are big and warm and they hold her tightly one more kiss they pause theres maybe 5milimeters between them none of them willing to let go
catching their breath
V feels a simmering ache between her thighs…and his arousal…well its obvious this is wrong no more she thinks but hesitantly places yet another kiss on his lips to betray her own thoughts there is not a hint of his usual smug smile on his lips the playful shimmer in his eyes she has seen so often is nowhere to be found
he is thinking
he bites back words as she kisses him again a chaste kiss on the lips and his fingertips gently caress the back of her head as he kisses back
with her hand against his chest she can feel that his heart is hammering just as fast as hers
He leans forward pushing V onto her back and into the heap of pillows behind her
with the blanket barely covering her nether regions she lies there, cheeks flushed and her hands timidly pulling back to cover herself. He is towering over her. V had almost forgotten how tall he is while kissing him- every touch had felt so natural so right. This view is a little intimidating to her….and exciting as well. The look on her face brings the smile back on his lips
he sits up, now kneeling between her legs. 'Now you’ve done it…’ he trails his hand over her healed thigh, his fingertips lightly brushing over the soft patch of pink. ’…your fault if you regret this..’ swift movements of his free hand undo his pants while the other hand disappears underneath the blanket covering V.
There was no denying it. V’s was dripping wet from the kisses and body contact alone…she’d felt the growing bulge in his pants. She couldn’t even think straight seeing it now although it was still hidden underneath the thick layer of fabric. Her eyes were transfixed on his hand on the pants hemline above it. V wanted him. Possible regrets or not.
She only realized where his other hand was wandering to when he slipped a finger between her wet folds. HE dragged his finger along the narrow path from her entrance to her clit and back, then teased her entrance, drawing circles around the overflowing heat- dipping into her from time to time ever so slightly but always leaving her wanting for more. He had her mewling and writhing in no time. Everytime she bucked her hips to meet his fingers he pulled back to deny her the pleasure she was seeking so depserately. Deeper. She wanted to feel it deeper inside. Sweet torture…. ’….please….’ It was a whimper so small and shy it was almost inaudible. The heat inside of her was unbearable. The small plea that had escaped her lips giving away how helplessly needy he had made her for him. With a low chuckle and a satisfied hiss he removed his hand from her fully. V bit her lip. She WAS like a stray kitten. Needy and outright begging. And now she had given herself away like an idiot as well. Yes, she wanted him. Maybe had wanted him from the start. Now he knew. And he would reject her. She closed her eyes, ready to hear the taunting and teasing. Oh silly human….why would he want you…. She waited for the words but they didnt come. Instead, the matress shifted. Movement. (would he leave her here like this??) V peeked through her lashes . He looked godly. Broad shoulders, sleek collarbones, smooth skin, defined abs. The lower her eyes wandered the more she asked herself what was not perfect abt him…he had strong hip bones as well…and even lower… The Hunter was moving slowly, he could tell she’d have her eyes on him. Some freedom from the tight pants was much needed and he smirked at her small gasp when his already leaking erection was revealed. He removed the last bits of clothing before he returned his attention to her…and his needs. His fingers were still wet from touching V when he wrapped them around his shaft. He was painfully hard and throbbing with arousal. There was nothing else he wanted more in this moment than burying himself deep inside of her.
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