#i hate the Implications of how much we're struggling. most part time jobs here are more like 20 hours

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Not to be overdramatic but if we keep doing two shifts a week I may perish

#vent #do not fucking come at me like ''two shifts a week is nothing'' I KNOW #i know two 4 hour shifts a week is nothing i fucking KNOW #i know we would never last in a '' real job '' that's why we're a part time volunteer #our pain and fatigue is worse than ever and everyone's saying how we'll get used to it but #its just getting worse #and it feels like we can't handle even the bare minimum. #i love the shop we're volunteering at its nice they're accomodating its relaxed but #i hate the Implications of how much we're struggling. most part time jobs here are more like 20 hours #with normal 7 hour shifts that to be blunt. we could not do. #i hate this i hate it so fucking much it isn't Fair #don't we struggle enough? why does it have to get worse?