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#i have zero talents ive wasted 10 years of my life writing books and publishing nothing i live in my stupid dreamworld
bo0zey
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everyday i wake up against my will n im lettin y’all know now that i’m abt 1 more waking up against my will day away from somehow someway making it god’s personal problem
#blueface baby ayyy
#i love my cat but sometimes i am annoyed bc if it wasn’t for his existence i would said sayanora Long ago lmao
#i wanna d word i was not supposed to make it past 18 i’m so fucking angry
#im not gonna amt to anything in life i’m so scared of it all so pathetic and weak
#i’m too weak for this world someone else can have my place i was never supposed to be here anyways hahah i’m not good at anything
#i have zero talents ive wasted 10 years of my life writing books and publishing nothing i live in my stupid dreamworld
#i don’t know how to hold a conversation i don’t want to go outside i want to rot in my bed i am so sick of myself
#also don’t come in my ask box on some wahwahwah stop self pitying crybaby grow up ok bc i’ve literally been telling myself that for years
#if someone walked up to me rn n was like here have this euthanasia pill and i knew my cat would
#be safe and happy w someone else then yes i would take it in a heartbeat lmao no water necessary !!
#im a burden to my family a financial burden all i’m good for is putting more debt unto others how USELESS!!!!!!!!
#i have no friends but it’s my fault bc i don’t talk to anyone back i just i can’t
#i think subconsciously i’m trying to push everyone further and further away so when i die they aren’t hurt
#i don’t want a funeral i don’t want anyone to grieve me i feel like a narcissist even assuming someone would grieve over me lol
#i just want to be forgotten about i want everyone to keep living and doing well without me to get in their way
#i’m just an obstacle in other ppls lives a hindrance a fucking troll without a riddle just hurtful mean words
#i’ll write everyone apology notes
#i have so much guilt inside me it’s filled my lungs and heart sometimes i can’t breathe if i think abt all the ppl i’ve hurt by being alive
#god put me on this earth to teach ppl lessons abt avoiding ppl like me
#fuck god i’m done being his puppet i’m done hurting ppl i’m gonna go away someday and no one will ever hurt again
#why do i want to cry i’m so fucking self absorbed why the fuck am i sad abt myself
#i think subconsciously there’s something in me that wishes to stay alive and be the positive impact on ppls lives like i always wanted
#i always wanted to help ppl and make friends and include everyone and now i’m just so toxic i let younger me and everyone else down so bad
#i feel like my mom hated me too right now i feel like she deserved a better prettier smarter funnier more selfless daughter
#im ok everyone btw im just being dramatic n venting lol dw i’ll start writing in a journal instead of tags soon
#shut up cianna
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