#i havent gone a solid 20 minutes without bursting out into tears

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#i just woke up an hour ago #all i want to do is sleep and not think about this but i cant #i havent gone a solid 20 minutes without bursting out into tears #i really cant stop crying i hate this so much #i want him to come back and be happy #ive been following shinee for over five years #almost six #and to see jonghyun who has always been in abig part of my life just gone... #i cant believe im never going to get to hear his beautiful music ever again #he always had the most beautiful voice #it was my favorite #im so so so depressed #im so sorry jonghyun #i wish you didnt have to go through what you did #you didnt deserve that pain #im so sorry