#i just feel like i am in bad shape for 3 sports intstead of good shape for one!!!

[bsaka7]

on my weekly "i'm going to run a marathon" thought process grind where i talk myself into and then immediately talk myself out of it

#its bc my sprint tri is this saturday and im like gonna train for a half in july after it #the main L tho is that im going from 1000ft above sea level to 6k #since 2019 my goal has to run a marathon and i was on track in 2020 then COVID #anyway today its just because im at work but doing NO work at work #and instead reading some random running articles that r like! its good to run to enjoy it! u dont have to be fast! #which is pretty much my philosophy like yes i ran ten seasons of xc so obv i think about time #but its like. never ever ever my goal #back before i got kicked off xc by the new coach the team was like....[tetrapod] u are the most likely to run a ultra and i was like :). #but look at me now #the other thing is. i have enjoyed training for this tri but its like. #i just feel like i am in bad shape for 3 sports intstead of good shape for one!!! #though i did have a lovely bike yesterday #anyway i am NOT running a marathon this year for two reasons 1) moving somewhere where i don't have a support network 2) altitude #BUT 2023 I WILL!!! #GOTTA LEARN HOW TO RUN MOUNTAINS FIRST!!!! CUZ I FAILED AT IT LAST YEAR!!!!! #i went from the flattest county in one state to a hilly part of the next so this is just the NEXT STEP #anyway sorry for the jocktalk lololol i will probably delete this