#i just hate pining. and i hate. that i genuinely miss this guy 😭😭 someone please fucking take me out of my misery this is so embarrassing

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*Deep inhale*

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#there there this sucks #personal #nothing actually bad this time im just a drama queen #im 70% sure im getting a crush on one of the friends i made recently and I'm absolutely fuming about it #and i hate my brain but I guess i need to let it out somewhere #i hate that i think about his kind eyes at all and i jump a bit when i see unexpected notifications on WhatsApp #as if he'd have any reason to write to me at all #i can't wait for this to pass but in order for it to pass it's better to talk about it rather than just let it fester and grow inside me #just let it pass #but i don't actually have a lot of people i feel i could talk to about this #sorry to my friends if you're reading this i don't mean that i don't trust you with it but - #I'm not sure what anybody could tell me rather than #except for one of my bros who would surely encourage my feelings and i would feel even shittier and just - nope #anyways considering some of my other problems and worries and thoughts this one is almost nice #i just hate pining. and i hate. that i genuinely miss this guy 😭😭 someone please fucking take me out of my misery this is so embarrassing #theo uses tumblr as diary