#i just need some fucking acetone hhhfjnfnsbsbsbfndm

[sludgeguzzler]

damn i feel miserable/scared/lonely/gay time to paint my nails

#that will require me leaving my room at night which is 😦 but thats ok i can do it im a big boy i can do this. #SIXTEEN YEARS OLD too old for anything to come after me. hopefully #im making it worse for myself #what no sweater does to a mf (WHERE IS MY COMFORTABLE GROUDING CLOTH THINF) #i just need some fucking acetone hhhfjnfnsbsbsbfndm #plus im hungry #plus i need to go to the bathroom #my god ok maybe staying in bed for hours on end doing a simple mindless task and skipping dinner as a result has its consequences #im fine tho i can survive this #i have delicious apple juice with me omg i have delicious apple juice with me several exclamation marks an embarrassih amount actually #the reason why i have to paint my nails is bc i had painted them this lovely blue like a week ago but #i chewed it off 😼 bc i got bored 😼 #so now theres only paint on my right thumb and right . the finger next to the pinky #and its coming off pretty fast #i cant keep avoiding the fact that i have to lwave my room but also i dont wanna do this #its always like this WHY am i afraid of leaving my room i live in a happy home its literally so cosy during the day #why is it so scare when its oh my god its two thirty two am #????????? hello #will i have to survive on this warm apple juice. will i have to pee in its empty box when im done. am i becoming dave strider #either way im sure im reaching a terrible faith #i just have to remember to eat when the sun comes up (i have decided i am mot able to sleep for today i think) #sg.txt