#i mean ik how silly this hangup is this is my dumb blog and i could post whatever but oh whale. overthinking brokem braim things and such

[heffrondriving]

my dumb ass keeps on making new random btr stuff (gifs, vids, edits, memes, fics, art, text sh!tposts, etc.) on a rapid adhd ultra-hyperfixation scale and then not posting any of them bc i keep getting scared i'm gonna annoy everyone by unnecessarily flooding the big time rush tag.......no joke i'm literally 11 away from 2,000 drafts pray for me pls ;-;

#every time i plan out like three or so posts to put up for day and usually end up making five more or oversleeping and not posting 💀 #i love big time rush and how much they spark my creativity and motivation but wow the only hand that is tethering me to the rope is my own #no one else is really posting much btr content and while i'm having fun screaming to the rusher void i also wanna be considerate yk?? #i mean ik how silly this hangup is this is my dumb blog and i could post whatever but oh whale. overthinking brokem braim things and such #im really sorry if it is annoying. and to those who keep interacting with my posts ily!!! and thank u for bring patient with my insanities #i really wish i could interact more and actually chat and give all of you hugs hnghghdh (つ✧ω✧)つ #seeing kind ppl in my notes validating my btr brainworms always makes me feel a little more assured to keep this blog going on <3 #do pretty girl don't speak #will delete #okay allen no one really cares about you so shut up and post the shit ppl followed your blog for already ffs :^D