#i mean. pining is at critical levels since i’m essentially six shots in (2 shots worth in the rbrf) but like

[emotionalsupportdman]

me: you’ve been single for two years now you can wait to hear back about A’s friend

also me: if i don’t kiss him at midnight on new year’s eve i will literally start eating all the baseboards in the apartment

#please excuse me i had four shots of straight vodka PLUS a root beer rum float #ok for context i came out as trans to my roommates like two weeks ago #AFTER the last time i saw A’s friend who i have a major fucking crush on bee tee dubs #so A’s supposed to relay the news and suss out of he’s still interested #except she’s out of town until after new year’s so I DONT KNOW IF SHES TALKED TO HER FRIEND #AND ITS DRIVING ME FUCKING BONKERS #okay i’m cool now #i mean. pining is at critical levels since i’m essentially six shots in (2 shots worth in the rbrf) but like #ya know #wtf dima