#i might have chiari malformation if ur curious

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saw an orthopedist today and 1: it was genuinely the best doctors appointment ive ever had (and ive had hundreds atp) i felt so listened to and he brought up so many things i never even would've thought of. 2: i went in thinking i might need shoulder surgery or something and walked out with the knowledge that i might possibly need brain surgery... so thats... yeaaaahhh

#i might have chiari malformation if ur curious #i also may have arthritis but thats not nearly as scary as POSSIBLY NEEDING FUCKING BRAIN SURGERY #lol lmao even #chronic illness #ehlers danlos syndrome #eds and comorbidities #disabled #genuinely unsure of how to process this information #mri soon hopefully to confirm whether or not i will actually need brain surgery