#i need to be put into a small box or smth sbfhskl i cant do this anymore

[piplupod]

i rly try to say "im definitely not having concerning issues lol" and then have a panic attack and reality starts to slip bc i found a FEATHER on the floor and can't think of where it's come from so ofc this means im either asleep or I've slipped into some nightmare realm or a reality thats slightly to the left of the usual one :"'"')

#i want to tear open my pillow and blanket that has little feathers to see if theyve changed colour #bc the feather on the floor is brown #but the feathers in blanket and pillows SHOULD BE white #but if I've been moved to an alternate reality then maybe theyre brown now #i need to check shdjsl but i dont want to wreck my things and have to handsew them back up later #i cant fucking breathe this is so incredibly stupid im such a fuckup #i need to be put into a small box or smth sbfhskl i cant do this anymore #vent cw #unreality