#i need to write more fics about him (im actively writing a longfic with him as the main character)

[pyrriax]

i think i'll spontaneously combust when i hit 20k posts on this blog. what the hell. (my queue is putting in the work. also the multiple reblogs of the same posts because i have a Point to make.)

#haunted ecosystem #i love that i used to not really be that active. or talk a lot on tumblr. and now its just The social media to me #i like the lil community i've gathered up. y'all are cool #i really need to post more about my interests #OHH i should gather up all my clown doodles and post those at some point #i drrw that guy so much. he's so shaped. #also its so funny i just dont draw his mask right but you Know who it is because im fucking insane about him. #i need to write more fics about him (im actively writing a longfic with him as the main character) #also i am horrified about how much i can write in a day. #i'm at almost 10k for nanowrimo. by day three. uhm. woops? #i might shoot for 75k by the end if i go over. and i'll hopefully finish the entire fic in that time. but also. im totally leaving room #for extra content. because like. i cannot be normal about this au. i need to show more of the dynamics and just. zam. #i have so many thoughts about him in the context of this au. #he's so flashy and trying to be perceived as more than he is. its horrible. he's watched the downfall of the people he loved. #he didn't do anything to stop it. he is drowning in guilt. he couldn't save anyone. #heart mechanics. every little detail. the world is so Solid in my mind. i know how it loooks. i know how it feels. #its very much a city from a country person's perspective. i think it works. its a very oppressive atmosphere